sad.

[ilovesugarloafs]

 I never write in here anymore. But i think this is deff. worth writing about.
i feel so sad when i read your entries anymore natasha. im sure you will read this and yes i do still read your livejournal.
All this talk of drugs and of tripping off them makes me feel so sad for you.
I know i cannot be there like i used to be and even if i was id tell

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[nattysreasons]

I understand your concern. I thank you, and I cherish your thought. But I must digress, I want a chance to defend myself...I don't do drugs every day, or even weekly. I do them on the side, ocassionally. I don't do them to escape life, I do it just to have a different experience. I don't do anything dangerous either, I smoke a little pot and I've experimented with Magic Shrooms. Both of which are non-addictive and non-leathal. I would never do anything harder than those, I have before and it wasn't fun. I understand the effects of harder drugs and even weed and shrooms. I've seen what drugs like Heroine can do to a person and family. My uncle is in prison for murder...I honestly understand.
I want you to understand that I do them for fun. NOT an escape to make the world better, but its funny because you see the world in a totally different light and it seems funnier and more vast and you begin to realize that we're just this small thing in the middle of this huge universe.
I love you.
<3