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I am nervous about school, social, family and other issues. i hoe everthing works out and i make the right choices in the next week or two becuase if i dont then shit will go down. thats it for now.

that what your doing is the wrong decision but you keep going anyways. i wish i knew why i dont just stop, when your afraid to tell people what you did it should say that maybe you shouldent do it. i dont know. i am very ehhh

STOP BEING STUPID STEFANIE!

doing fine really, just some things that have been getting on my nerves but i think they will clear up eventualy. still a little pre ocupied with that dream, its really shaken me up. why is it my dreams are so vivid? anyways i KNOW this week will be very full of work, but if i just stay POSITIVE MAYBE I CAN DO IT!? well i am sure i will see ( Read more... )

YEAH we rock the block ( Read more... )

AND NOBODY WILL STOP IT! I mean i still have a lot to deal with but i have become determined to overall good days. I wont let school ruin my life or anybody else. it feels really good- hehe ALLISON ISM! :-D allright well going shoping with rachel hopefully then class at 4, and then OMG weekend! :-D

SO i TRIED really hard to be totaly EMO today because frankly i have no reason to be happy! But for some stupid reason i feel happy right now! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. this only messes with me more! i think i am bi-polar or something! its the FUCKING WEATHER THAT IS FUCKING WITH MY HEAD ( Read more... )

so i guess i am going on a date like thing in a few hrs, i dident met him online and we talked for a while. i was not sure if he wanted to date or just hang out life friends but i guess its the date one. :-D Anyways i will keep you posted. O also parental unit is comming up for weekend so sry if i am not around much.
<3 Stef

This experiment was an interesting idea, and i think it is good to get stuff off your chest and say it or type it, but there is something that bothers me. Saying something in LJ about how you have a problem with someone or how you love someone wont really help the person know or understand anything. I think we ALL need to be more honist about how ( Read more... )

i am ending this- no more thats it! no more aids of the western world for me!

last piece of info: i is getting drunk tonight!!!!!!!!! :-D

ps- if there r more updates it's probably JEN G