reality has started to sink in?

[ilovevannawhite]

right now, im sitting here at my computer in the basement of an empty house. Iam all alone tonight, and have nothing to do! but think, and thinking I have done....but its not the good thinking, its thinking about how eveything has gone wrong, or is going wrong..and when I do this I tend to dwell on topics I shouldn't (i.e boys, weddings, friends,

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[hollygolightly4]

getting out of a stuffy house into an even tinnier car doesn't really count as fresh air. lol. hope u work things out doll.

[ilovevannawhite]

Well it was nice to get out!

[nick27]

hmm bottleling things up eh...sounds like ur turning into me ;-s and we all know how the whole bottleing up thing was fucked ... so myadvice.. try and relax a lil .. be chill.. and well I'm always here for you if u need to talk..we can go out to a coffee place or something to ensure that nothing distrac... oh shiny *pokes...

luvs ya

[ilovevannawhite]

I always keep things to myserlf....just I keep the stuff that I dont want peole to know about me....ie, my insecurities, since there a sign of weakness,