I don't know why people run

I don't know why things fall through

I don't know how anybody survives in this life

Without someone like you

I could protect and preserve

I could say no and goodbye

But why?

I hope this time will be different.

Care charmer sleep
son of the sable night
brother to death
in silent darkness born.

Relieve my anguish 
and restore they light
with dark forgetting 
of my care return.

And let the day be time enough to mourn
the shipwreck of my ill-adventured youth.
Let waking eyes suffice to wail their scorn
without the torment of the night's untruth.

Cease dreams!
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Coffee is the solution to all my problems caused by alcohol.

Well...it doesnt fix the shit i got made at and broke...but at least those things have created an everlasting memory.....

Drink up, baby, stay up all night.
With the things you could do,
You won't but you might.
The potential you'll be,
That you'll never see,
The promises you'll only make.
Drink up with me now,
And forget all about
The pressure of days.
Do what I say,
And I'll make you okay,
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head:
People you've been before
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Right, wrong, what to do?

Someday it will come to you

Hostile indians

We named our summer camp for you

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I've got nothing to say

I'm in utter dismay

I've got nothing to say

Harmless children

We named our soldiers after you

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She would not say of anyone in the world now that they were this or were that.  She felt very young; at the same time unspeakably aged.  She sliced like a knife through everything; at the same time was outside, looking on.  She had a perpetual sense, as she watched the taxi cabs, of being out, out, far out to sea and alone; she always had the ( Read more... )

Alcohol makes one do stupid things.

Well this is an interesting predicament to have to figure out...

I guess I expected to be able to hide parts of my past once I got here. But that's impossible if i'm still going to be the same person. There are some things that will haunt me wherever I go. I guess I can't change that.