i hate when ppl hold back
on what they feel not in a guy
refrence im speaking in genral

things are okay
i wanna chill with everyone this weekend
but i duno im grounded its bull
and i dont even kno why i am

happy 4:20
hitlers birthday
and the day of columbine
eh wow what a sad day

things are goin okay
things are starting to change
not in a bad way
in a really weird way
its odd i feel like im never gunan mature ne more or grow
up i mean i dont have a problem with it but its
just that i dunoo my next birthday is 17 its crazy eh

well sitting a gay fags house ( aka lauren ashley hairyass)
waiting for t bell
mmm this weekend shud be depressing and fun
at the same time..... tommorow
throwing a party with kyle for scotttt
and then saturday work and seeing a movie
hotels in ? but who knos hoes

well yea i have a man
kinda
so yea

things have been good
excuse the last entry i was caught
up in the moment of cryin gand pissed and vented

i realized i do some
great friends hah

well ashley came up
with a awsome idea of going
to flordia when school gets out
that would be tight
eh well yea

i have a man
kinda hah its nice

i dunno shit
sucks
just when yu think
things are great
they just get worse
eh well shit happens i guess
and its life as a kid in high school
i thought i knew life i think reality
really hit me tonight
i shud have listend to what she said
and he said
shadyness is awsome ... i think not
fuck it things will look up sooner or later

game we lost the 2nd one was close
but yea things are goin okay i guess
this weekend shud be tight :)

feeeling left out of somthing
dont kno why but i just do
like somethings missing i duno
what it is maybe ill figure it out
soooner or later

things are okay
going pretty good
this weekend shud be tight
might be goin to state
saturday call if ya wanna come :)(maybe)
yea im starting to save up for
mine heidi and marias lil trip on memorial weeekend :)

break was okay
mostly hung out with
ashley and maria
it was tight
things are goin okay
and yea i think yesterday was one
of my favorite parts of break
besides getting my phone stolen
jk but yea i likedbreak im glad that everyones
back :)

wow i feel like pure ( Read more... )