Comments | iloveyou__not: 1000 miles seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars

iloveyou__not

1000 miles seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars

Dec 06, 2005 14:40

almost every day
i get reminders about how a year from now
i'm hoping to be in new york
and how hard it will be to leave home
and how maybe i shouldn't leave at all.
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live4dreams December 7 2005, 00:58:21 UTC

** corrections**
i'm hoping to be in new york
and how hard is will be to leave home
but how much more fun it will be living in a city like NY instead of being stuck in east county where i wont get anywhere in life. ill becomg addicted to crack and start being a runner for the east county crack association and ill start living on the streets.....
....or i can go to NY and become rich and famous. which im more likely to do. then my friend veronika can come visit me and we can stalk the law and order people.

iloveyou__not December 7 2005, 01:31:03 UTC

..and get married to
beautiful indie boys
on the top of a building.

ok ok. you win.
haha.
but it will just be SO
hard to leave at first
..i can't imagine saying
goodbye to you guys
and not being able to see
you all the time
and hang out whenever i want
:(

live4dreams December 7 2005, 01:53:26 UTC

with myspace and aim you can talk to us whenever you want. besides youll make new friends and be all cool new yorkers

jai_eu_froid December 7 2005, 06:29:41 UTC

I might end up in NY too.

I am leaving, because I know I will never forgive myself if I don't.

iloveyou__not December 7 2005, 06:44:10 UTC

true enough.
except it's not so much i want to stay in sd
because i DEFINITELY don't
but ny is so.. far.
haha.
but if i have the opportunity
and don't go,
i'm in the same boat:
beating myself up over it for everrr.

ahh. well we'll just see what happens, yeah?
gosh it's just so hard
thinking about being 3000 miles away
from every single person i love :(

stars4u49 December 8 2005, 02:33:13 UTC

and have a spot for sheala in your dorm and she will come to see you becuase shes going to miss you so much
i love you

iloveyou__not December 8 2005, 02:36:54 UTC

with a sign that says "sheala's spot"

:)

poetic_farewell December 8 2005, 23:26:27 UTC

you cant leave me elizabeth
seriously i dont think i could have made it this long without you
with you gone i will wither away into nothing
wow this hurts just to think about
so im stopping

iwillalwaysloveyou

iloveyou__not December 8 2005, 23:49:50 UTC

the other day in my english class
we read this poem about saying goodbye
and i couldn't help but think about
saying goodbye next fall
and i got so sad.
and now i just keep thinking about it.
i love you way too much
and i don't know how i'll live
without my best friend right by my side
every single day.
thinking about it makes me cry.
gosh, it's like we're married.
i love you.

no_more__tears December 9 2005, 05:27:47 UTC

I want to leave but my parents wont let me. At least go on a nice trip and explore. Home is always here in the end.

iloveyou__not December 9 2005, 05:30:21 UTC

oh i definitely don't want to stay here
but i don't know HOW far i want to go exactly.
my mom is really supportive though,
she wants me to go out and do my own thing,
which is really cool,
i guess.

no_more__tears December 10 2005, 09:27:53 UTC

Yeah. And I think a lot may be that she is supportive that makes you comfortable with not going really far. Like, I think my parents desire to keep me here, makes me want to get out even more. You know?

iloveyou__not December 10 2005, 16:14:05 UTC

true. it's hard to want to be rebellious
when you have a pretty sweet set up to start with.