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[iloveyoursoul]

Hey guys, remember me?

Sorry I was gone. Long story behind it. Did you miss me? Who am I kidding. I wish.

Bet you all feel like this:

Comments

[superstition78]

I sent you an email a week or so back...one of those "Hey...you alive?" sorta messages. Thanks a million for getting backto me!!

( All kidding aside - good to hear your voice again. Welcome back)

[iloveyoursoul]

Shit, did you really? Are you sure, lol? Cause there's nothing like it in my inbox, or anything I've deleted either.

Hey, thanks dude. Gonna get back on the music side too, although it might take some time still.

// Sorry about that, it's always great when you remember to log in... duh.

[superstition78]

Hah - no worries, I knew it was you.

My email was literally one or two lines long. Just a "Hey - you still alive?" type of ice breaker. Send me an email soon so we can catch up okay? ryan(at)vistek(dot)ca

[iloveyoursoul]

I will... but you know me. If I forget, hit me up, alright?

// WHAT THE HELL. LJ hates me. HU2LJ.

[guinny_hamilton]

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

*glomps*

[iloveyoursoul]

Did you just have Adam Baldwin GLOMP me? :|

[andemaiar]

Who wouldn't want Adam Baldwin glomping them?

[iloveyoursoul]

I'd rather be glomped by his co-star from the show that icon's from...

[readywreadywit]

i'm not entirely wholly sure what to say. did i miss you? did i miss you? ummm...i was crying and driving down the road shouting at the sky asking for signs to know you were okay. so yea...i guess you could say i missed you.

you scared me. please don't scare me like that again. you might not be able to get this cause i seem to suck at making you (or anyone) aware of the fact? but you mean very, very much to me. you are like...in the top 10 people on the planet who mean something to me. even if you don't feel the same, please acknowledge that i'm being sincere when i say this. if you plan to go away again--at least....i dunno. just. don't leave those of us out across the wires WONDERING.

i don't mean to sound mad. i'm not. worried. just worried.

maybe we'll talk soon, ya?

anyway. welcome back. very glad you're back. good job on returning. lj and the whole of us really really missed you.

[iloveyoursoul]

I wish I knew what to say in return that wouldn't sound like the meaning of it fell through, or too weak, or just... too lacking of everything I'd want it to hold.

First: thank you, for caring. I can't talk too much about it at this point, but please know this: I didn't choose to go away by my own volition. Not this time. It wasn't something as simple as cut-out net, either.

Over the course of the years we've come to know one another pretty well, do you honestly think I'd just take off without letting anyone (not even lauren) know a thing and then just stop contacting you all because I wantes to? I didn't

[canadian_turtle]

I am soooo glad to hear from you! I haven't been around much online myself (except to post travel updates) as I've been travelling (and still am) through Australia and New Zealand. But I saw a post from Lauren she was unable to contact you and it really made me worried. I am just really glad you seem alright ♥

[iloveyoursoul]

Aaw, thanks so much, Z! I've eyed through your entires and it's seemed like you've had the time of your life. Are you sad to be leaving it all soon?

One upside though: we get to meet again! :) If you still want to, that is.

[canadian_turtle]

it is not quite over yet, first there's a 3 week trip to the USA incl. San Diego COmic Con (AND ZAC LEVI!) but after that I do go back home...

And dude of course I'd love too! Makes the prospect of going home (and living with the parents again ec.) a lot more appealing :D

[iloveyoursoul]

OH EFF YOU FOR MEETING HIM. He's my, like... if I could choose any celeb boyfriend out there, hands down, he'd be the one. I'm secretly crazy in love with him; I remember back when he was on Less Than Perfect and I'd try scoping out pics of him and no one knew who he was... argh! So jealous. :P

Yay for meet! It'll be so much fun.

[andemaiar]

Ha, I just got the Neil Gaiman 'Hello, you came back. I thought you would,' comic girl. I just thought I'd comment on that, because it feels so appropriate. :D

[iloveyoursoul]

Comic girl. Heh. Love that nickname.

And it's wondrous, isn't it? It's Death. I love her.

Thank you.