[Teneka- accidental post- Mr. Anderson's mind it's a special place]

[outandproudboy]

[There’s a small ‘tung!' sound before Blaine’s inner voice is broadcast. Not all of his thoughts are clear, there's white noise from time to time and just a few sentences can be heard properly.]

…I understand that his moisturizing routine is sacred but what if something happens when I’m not there? That’s no ..Oh god HE COULD BE HURT RIGHT NOW THAT I

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[operanerd]

...Blaine.

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[operanerd]

[He takes a deep breath and looks up at Blaine with a pathetic look on his face.]

So are you and Kurt going to...?

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

[Blaine makes a giant effort to not look away. That look is breaking his heart. His voice falters when he replies.] I don't know..I..we just..it doesn't seem right.

[Action]

[operanerd]

[He looks away.]

I'm just scared, Blaine. I don't want to be alone here.

[He hugs himself a little tighter.]

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

I won't leave you alone, Eric. [Don't be silly. He moves closer and gives Eric a half hug, kissing his forehead.]

You are really important to me, and you will always have a special place in my heart, don't you ever think I'm going to forget about you.

[Action]

[operanerd]

[Eric clenches his fist in Blaine's shirt and rests his head on his shoulder.]

I'm scared.

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

[Blaine keeps holding him and draws small circles on his back to comfort him.]

I'm not going anywhere, you have my word.

[Action]

[operanerd]

[He takes a deep breath, not moving. He considers telling Blaine the truth about what happened the last time he was all alone, but he decides to keep that to himself. It's not the type of thing that should be a last ditch effort to keep someone from leaving.]

Thanks.

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

[Maybe now is not the best moment for that, but he would like to know about it one day.]

You're a wonderful person, Eric. I would never do that to you.

[Action]

[operanerd]

[He keeps clinging, not really intending to let go any time soon.]

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

[Blaine has no rush at all. He's in need of contact as well.]

[Action]

[operanerd]

[Suddenly he feels a little weird about it, and he pulls away, frowning.]

I'm gonna go.

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

W..what, are you sure? I understand if you don't want to talk to me but maybe you shouldn't be alone now.

[Action]

[operanerd]

[Eric sighs and stands up.]

Blaine, we're just friends now.

[Action]

[outandproudboy]

I know. [The rejection still hurt, however.]..I worry about you. Friends do that.

[Action]

[operanerd]

I know. But I'm going back to my room. I think I just feel like sleeping right now.