I just don't like updating anymore. I havent been doing much lately. I walked into work today and Kevin was like "hello sunshine" haha weirdo.He's just jealous cuz he's too old for me. Tomorrow I am hanging out with Christy and people so that will be fun. My curtain rods have pink foo foo's on them haha. I wasted $7 today...life sucks. Mike is now ( Read more... )

fun Fun FUn FUN!!! So yesterday i picked Amanda up from her house a little before 2 and we chilled back at my place until Erin got off of work to come get us. We went to Erin's for a while then went to try and find which apartment was Brad's so we could go swimming. We failed horribly and never found him. Then we went and picked Cami up and went to ( Read more... )

So i decided to update this puppy for once seeing as i have nothing better to do. I wont give a full update back to the last time i wrote cuz that would be really long! Bryan has been gone since wednesday and i've been more lonely than usual. I wasnt just gonna sit and do nothing though. I went with Christy that night to see The Violent Femmes. I ( Read more... )

Ok yeah havent updated in a long while but i have nothing better to do right now. I'm at work and it's cold and yucky out meaning i have nothing ti do and seeing as all the service advidors are doing nothing and looking at weird pictures on the computer i decided to update. Prom was pretty fun except for all the mishaps. Umm lets see my strap broke ( Read more... )

I got back from New York yesterday. Tomorrow i turn 17 yay. no one reads this newayz...

my mom doesnt get it. she left for work and i was crying and bryan was crying so she called me to make sure things are ok. she said i shouldnt be worried, he doesnt have to be committed because we arent engaged or married. what does she know? she said i shouldnt be committed to one person. what if i want to be? i've wanted a strong long lasting ( Read more... )

its 2:30 in the morning. even though we starightened things up all of this shit keeps running through my mind. its these kinds of things that keep me up all night. i guess it didnt help that i had some of bryan's pills he has for his adhd. i keep smoking and i still have to do dishes. i have no one to talk to so i keep writing in this. if u noticed ( Read more... )

We made it 5 months, almost not much past that. last night i found a letter from bryan to this girl i know. he wrote it during the wrestling season. we were together at that point. it said how she was pretty, smart, caring, and that she was always herself. he said thats everything he likes in a girl. he said he was into her and wanted her to give ( Read more... )

Two young hearts with a long road ahead ( Read more... )

today i went shopping for my sis's birthday which is on wednesday, woohoo i'm pround of myself, i dont know why, i just am. Tucker is annoying but whats new. so hmmm friday i went to bryan's and we made dinner and watched movies and went on a walk with the dogs and looked at stars then went and chilled at my house for a while. it was fun. yesterday ( Read more... )