Whenever I get to thinking about Paul and how real it is that he is gone, I feel like I can't catch my breath ( Read more... )

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I love amy and the thought that i dont have any shitty responsibilities for the next three days.
woo so happy.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
school starts today
fuckk

i cant stand life

i feel so empty ( Read more... )

life is not fucking fair.
its almost pathetic, I've cried more today than in any one day another person I loved passed away. I just really can't get over it. It happened so fast and I feel like the best chunk of my life was spent with him. I can't accept that this has really happened. I miss you so much Paul.

I'm beginning to lose all faith in humanity.

and im in love with my mailman.

The notion that there is one person for everyone....of the feeling that one must marry in their lifetime...it all seems to be this way of fulfilling the need to have someone to rely on. Similar to the belief that people believe in God to make themselves feel better, for a source of comfort ( Read more... )

I am trying to study for my social psych test and it is horrible. He gives us 5 possible essays that could be on the test and then on the actual test we are given three of those five and have to choose 2. So i am trying to do the essays now, which consist of like 7 complex questions each. First of all, for like all of them I can't answer every ( Read more... )