that's all i wanted to say...just seriously, everyone who thinks they're trying to be 'worried' about me when all they're actually doing is wasting their time and using it as an excuse to talk about someone...just stop it cause you're not doing anyone any good. if my 'friends' are gonna treat me like that, then you're not who i thought you were. i ( Read more... )

i don't know how many times i have said this, but my 'friends' can't get it through their heads....if you have a problem with me or have something to say about me, you need to talk to ME! and dont' wait until i have hinted and hinted and hinted until it's sooo beyond obvious that i know something's up. i do know that people are mad at me and i know ( Read more... )

my parents stayed the night in wheeler last night, but since no one was around, i couldn't take full advantage of that and i just sat home and chilled. jason called me last night and we talked for a while and he told me that he wasn't mad at me, he had just been a little annoyed that night, so it's all good now. well, almost all good....he told me ( Read more... )

i just got back from lunch with kate. we went to bin-bin as you can tell from the subject...it was yummy. i haven't been there all summer...i'm gonna miss that place when i go away. so....what's happened since last i wrote? the girls are coming home tonight and we're gonna do something together either tonight or tomorrow so that should be fun. ( Read more... )

so i just told my mom that i was dying from cancer and she asked me what type of flowers i wanted at my funeral...hmm...i would have thought she'd have been a little more concerned, but oh well. i'm not really dying...i don't think, i think i just have a swollen gland that looks and feels like tumor. mom said to give it a couple days and see what ( Read more... )

i haven't written in like a week...i've been really busy again. i went out a lot this week. saturday i went to amanda's, wednesday i went to lindsay's, then to the fireside(no comment on that night), then back to lindsay's, and thursday me, amanda, and amy went to lando's for my b-day. it sucks that everyone else was busy, but we had an ok time ( Read more... )

well then, apparently i'm a slut and all i do is hang out with my slutty friends, although i also apparently don't have any REAL friends...well hmm...if you have no idea what the hell i'm talking about, then read the comments to my last entry and you will be very much amused as i was. so some ass has a problem with me and some of my friends, yet i ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't written in a while...sorry. i've had to work a lot this week and i've been out a lot, so i haven't really had time to write. let's see...tuesday, we went up to amy m's and hung out and talked about people, mostly about shawn(the bastard!) then we came home and i went to bed. wednesday, i talked to jason a couple times, then i went to ( Read more... )

last night was our big pary at jeff's. it was sooo awesome! at one point, there were so many people there that you could barely walk around...and there were more people outside. it was huge...and all most of my favorite party people were there, so that was cool. i met 2 really cool girls from hornell and we hung out and were stupid together for ( Read more... )

so today was pretty boring. i didn't do much. i woke up, watched tv, went running, took a shower, and got online. that was my day. fun...not really. i got my ap scores in the mail today. my mom looked at them first so she could tell me if it was safe for me to look at them. she just stood there looking at them and was like 'oooh, wow. what do u ( Read more... )