hell i starting thinking riding FUCK that it was NEVER fun. it was nothing but blues. I wanted to show i wanted to win NOTHING MORE. just win just beat people to be on top. I was so into winning i didnt think of anything. nothing. i hated the horse the smell the ring everything i hated myself for feeling that way. i couldnt stand it. I didnt want to ride i didnt want to be here yet i HAD to i HAD to or i was nothing. But i was sent to the doctors i was so sick i had to get special crap. And i had to quit riding
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id do him anyday
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