gaaa today i was sooo friken stressed i spent all day studing but really didnt get that much done because im easily distracted im so ready for school to be over i was such a bitch today cuz of allt he damn studing, its evil, so all day i was in such a shitty mood and then for dinner we had salad and vegtables which is deloius and all but when i ( Read more... )

The ride to school was a veryyy productive conv. we discovered what all our problems with boys are and mine is that i have a fear of rejection caused by my parents getting divorced which is really true im afrid of meeting people esp. people who im intersted in so i avoid going places to meet people so i wont be rejected and that also why i was so ( Read more... )

ahhh i really wish i was at Rufio i effing love rufio it will be such a great show lucky bastards but i couldnt go cuz it was my step dads b-day so i made him a cake from scratch it was ugly but delious i still have some its german chocolate anyone want some ( Read more... )

today was my birthday ( Read more... )

i really glad i saw taking back sunday even if the only played 6 songs i love seeing them and it was my 3rd time seeing them and they are always amazing

the waiter at applebees growled at us it made my day hahahaha half days rock

time for school to be over already no more homework

TOMMOROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love u all

i want everyone to be happy again everytime things get good somthing goes wrong i really want everyone to be happy i feel out of contol of my life i wanbt everyone to be happy my life is so out of control i dont know what im doing with anyhting anymore please none of u feel like im neglecting u i swear its not purposful ( Read more... )

11 days till my birthday ( Read more... )

so guess what guess what guess what i get my lisense tommorow well hopefully i actully scared completly shitless and gues what again my bday in 13 days may 4th yayyyyyyy!!!! and guess what againnnnn taking back sunday concert in 9 days helll yesss ( Read more... )

today was pretty good but i really miss having someone or at least liking someone its really empty without anything its somthing to look forward to i miss the butterflys in my stomach its a shitty feeling when no ever in the whole world shows an interest it sure sucks for your self estem ( Read more... )

i miss the buterflys in my stomach