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Me and Ryan broke up.. thats all thats happened most of you prolly dont care but those who do... Yah, he dumped me... He said it was because "he couldnt handle the relationship" and i know some stuffs going on in his family thats pretty not good.. but was seeing eachohter once a week such a big commitment? He says he "still likes me". I say thats bullshit. You dont dump someone and tell them you still like them. He prolly likes someone else and thats just dandy but im still crushed. I dont want to see him go out w/ anyone else so if he does... please dont tell me aobut it. So what did i do after he dumped me? I cried hysterically for 2 hours. Sarah came over. I puked from being so upset. Then i ran out side with out shoes and walked a half a mile crying. Im an idiot. I overreact soo bad but its just really hard i didnt expect it at all. I feel really fucking used cuz i mean people dont make out with other people and dump them two days later. You dont say i love you then dump them two days later. I dont know wat to do. I dont want another bf. I want Ryan. But he doesnt want me so thats just peachy :-/