+i have been keeping in touch with my dad. that is really cool. he really really cares about tme lol. it's so great that i finally found him ( Read more... )

decision time-
im getting really really close to ppl in paris, and they all want me to go this way in life <-----. but there are lots of ppl in TH that i REALLY don't want to let go (chad and amanda) who are going this way ( Read more... )

Hell yeah-0 my mom found my dad! my real dad! im sooo fucking excited about all this. it's all just kind of crazy. i mean- i don't know what to expect. but i know he has had lots of trouble with drugs- he has been clean for over a year. i talked to my uncle, he owns a freakin guitar shop. how cool is that? i guess that is were i got my love for ( Read more... )

everything sucks :)

ppl are bitches,a sn they suck.
im going out with lydsey now. pretty cool. feels weird to date again- but it's good.
i think im going to stay in paris this weekend. im kind of losing touch with TH, which sucks, but i think im pretty much going to live there this summer.

-im starting a band- finally i have everything set up. im starting auditions next week (or the week after ( Read more... )

well i thought i was going to go to the phenix with kyle, or the movies with chad. but nothing ended up happening there. dad thought i was "up to no good" and i was pissed ( Read more... )

ok plz. comment to this-
anyone who knows me and reads this- please tell me what you think of me. please be totally honest. i eman if you really osn;t liek me please tell me, and tell me why and what i do that you don't like.
anyhting really, jsut what you think when you: see me/hear about me/talk to me. what goes though your mind-

Chance

wow- i am a loser! i just had this girl come over... and it completly sucked. everything just... sucked. i mean nothing happened. i mean i have been bored- but this.... this was atrosious. this was painfully silent kind of nothing.

i love this year. this year is going to be so great-

so... TODAY SUCKED SOOO BAD! i mean i seriously just had a really really bad day today. and im kind of happy about it. i asked for a bad year, and it's happening. ahh ha ha ha ( Read more... )