i would rather cut my whole arm off than risk pricking my finger

i . am . so . lonely

...love so deep, it kills you in your sleep

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i feel amazing. i had a simply wonderful evening last night. it has renewed my faith in myself and humankind. with a...well...diverse evening last night i am excited for what hopefully will be a great next semester. though i am lonely...i am open again, ready to live and enjoy... while i am almost sure i will end up hurting myself further, i'll be ( Read more... )

if i were to generalize, i would have to say i hate you

(this) pen is a knife
and (this) paper is my chest
and as (this) metaphor may never reach reality
(its effects are similar)

an escape from reality

life is a bowl of eaten popcorn kernels that is continuously knocked over
and picked up

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as hard as i keep trying to live here, and now it seems that i'm always looking for or forward to something else. this isn't working, as much as i'd like it to...i need to make some changes, i just don't know what

"i'm waiting for a bottle of truth...i'm just a lonely guy in my youth" - pete yorn