so lately ive been thinking that i really want to go back to school. i would love to be a therapist. i would love to help people. i feel like even if i get a good job in my field, i still won't be happy bc i will still feel like i'm not doing enough good in the world. i really love when my old friends from back home and my sister call me when they ( Read more... )

i had an awesome day yesterday. the day started with me getting my computer back! and ended with me at a metric concert[which was my birthday surprise from josh!!!]. i didn't even know they were playing at the glass house. it was awesome! and we ran into dana and hung out with her after the concert. i have the greatest boyfriend ever!

so meghan is on her way over. my night is looking up:)

so i sit down to sew today and my machine works for 4 short seams before the tension goes crazy. i spent 70 fucking dollars to have this fixed! luckily, the service center guy called me personally and told me to take it right t him if i had any future problems and he would fix it right then and there, and for free. which is awesome, bc there is no ( Read more... )

i saw muse last night, and they were amazing! i am so glad i finally got to see them!

does anyone have a sewing machine i can come over and borrow briefly? i promised 2 friends i would make their dresses for a party on saturday and my machine won't work. their dresses are made, i just can't finish them without a regular sewing machine. and mine is a fucking mess. i spent four hours hand sewing fucking sequins onto it[bc my friends ( Read more... )

i need a break from all this shit. i heard a song that i used to think was "so me" in high school and i realized how perfectly it fit how i feel right now. except worse because this time i've sold my soul, instead of just having it taken away.

i am definitely looking forward to my vacation!

i love the beach. i think standing in the ocean as the sand tries to bury me and the breeze flows though my hair is one of my favorite things to do. getting high and playing video games and watching hot movies is also up there. i need to go to the beach more often.

i'm going to las vegas! im super excited. i won a trip on the radio, which fit perfectly with our one year anniversary. i think im most excited about the free hotel room...away from his mother and her doors open rule. i don't know if i will actually see much of vegas, but i will have fun ( Read more... )

i got fired today. "it just isn't working out" is all i got after 7 months. i'm free! so anyone that has maybe wanted to do something with me, but i've been too busy..well, i'm not busy anymore!