Shit. I've turned into one of those whiny bitches I hate.

Ok, so maybe I got a little out of hand yesterday when I posted, people just disappoint me soooooooo much, times a million. It's like...people disapoint me and no one even realizes how much they disappoint me, and that disapoints me even more. Like I said yesterday, no one really cares anymore, and it's really sad. Like, I don't even know how to ( Read more... )

People make me so fucking mad. I hate the way people can go on and on about how much they hate their life, yet they don't even realize how good they have it!! I would kill for people to be jealous of me the way I'm jealous of them. I would kill to look like them, I would kill to have as many friends as they do, yet they all seem so fucking unhappy ( Read more... )

Ok, so today I went to my first local show thingy. It was a lot of fun. 2 local bands played, and they were...uh, Zere-Escape(Paul, Chad, Tomas, Jake, Conor)and Forever or Better(Brad, Jordy, Garrett, Miguel) Yea, I don't know like any of those people, but, last year Brad was in my math class for the first semester...but other then that...yea. It ( Read more... )

Wow, ok so I went to the football game and the "hello" dance with Heather and Kaitlyn tonight it was ok, until that whole "I hate everyone and no one likes me and I'm fat and ugly and I just want to go home" feeling kicked in. But I actually like, talked to Brad. Like, it's kinda sad that he doesn't even know my name, yet I know so much about him. ( Read more... )

So I figured that since it's the first of a new month I should update...even though I have nothing to say. We have our first badminton match tomorrow. Yay. I'll probably lose, but whatever.I just don't want to deal with Coach is I do lose, so yea, I'm gonna try not to lose. I have nothing to say. Today the cute black kid (David) at my school smiled ( Read more... )

Hmmm, everytime I update my LJ seems to get more and more boring.

If it helps, Keanans blog makes me hot.

So for the past couple days I've been in a pretty good mood. Dad's been out of town, and practice hasn't been to horrible. Tomorrow I have to go to the dentist and they're giving me the gas (yessss) so I wont be able to go to practice when I'm done (The appointment is at 3 and if they weren't giving me the gas I'd have to go back to practice). I ( Read more... )

I hate the world.

I'm not to sure why, but I was really happy today. My classes weren't to bad, and I wasn't overloaded with homework, and coach didn't make me want to beat the shit out of her with my racket...so overall it wasn't to bad of a day. First hour really sucks though because it's photo and before we can actually start taking pictures we have to learn ( Read more... )