friday-i went to school.. yep.. and it wasnt really such a great day.. after i got home i saw that chuckie called (after he hadnt talked to me for about a week) so i called him back and he said he'd call back in a few minutes but he didnt call at all. so i started crying and then i spent the night at tiffs ( Read more... )

god... today has been a horrible day.... i dont think i've cried this much.. in.. well a long time... ugh

yes yes today was my first day back to school and i am now officially a sophomore! yay! well today went pretty well. i have good classes with good people mostly. oh and the best thing is i am taking drivers ed first semester instead of second semester like i was supposed to which just means i'll be driving sooner than i would have. oh pimp!! and ( Read more... )

well mike called me at like ten thirtyish and woke me up. and he was like are you gonna come ?? and i was like sure why not. so at like eleven he comes and picks me up (in his HOT convertible... c bring? or something. lol i dont know) and we go to his house and me, him, siobhan, mally, ian, clint, aaron, alyssa, and robert head off to the beach. oh ( Read more... )

well i had a horrible day yesterday.. literally. and so i called jimmy up and i talked to him for a little more than an hour and we decided to go out and do something so i invited tiff and he invited jason. so like then he picked up tiff, then jason, and then me and we went to the park. it was fun. i was sitting in this chair swing and jimmy came ( Read more... )

i spent the night at tiffs last night because we left at four this morning to go to clark's creek. it was a lot of fun.. we hiked thirteen miles and climbed a whole bunch of rocks and stuff on the way. then on the way back i climbed a waterfall. it was great ( Read more... )

thursday we went to camp villere. it was fun! i got muddy. heehee! but after camp villere i went to my cousins house and robin took me and kayla out to eat. then i came home and tiffany spent the night. fun stuff ( Read more... )

ok.. so yesterday today and tomorrow we are teaching the lil freshies :) heehee. yeah its freshman orientation. yesterday we basically did drilling and stuff. not that fun. today we did knowledge and teams (so me aaron tiff and bon practiced all day while i went delusional from the heat not cool) yes so i've been drinking lots of ice cold water and ( Read more... )

i havent written in a while.. i have nothing really to say.. everything is still the same.. i still feel alone.. nothing is going the way i want it to... whatever.

on a lighter note, i'm getting a new dresser and lamp.. whoopdy doo.

for the thousandth time in a long time i feel really alone... i mean a lot of shit has happened in just the past few days (thank God i have been able to escape it for a while) and i really want to talk to someone about, i really want to sit down with someone and just bawl my eyes out to them but i cant. no one understands me and no one would really ( Read more... )