Dang..what a freaking crazy day!

[ilvjaz_ro]

To spare a REALLY long story- I am just going to say, that today there was MAJOR fog in Seattle, no flights were operating, and we had 2 planes on the ground...NONE which were supposed to be in Pasco (one from Portland, which had my good Friend Kelly as the flight attendant on it!! and a plane from Butte/Bozeman, Montana), and none of the planes

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Excuse me

[kendra_sue]

I hope you had fun in the sun with your book and didn't get a huge sunburn. I am sorry you are feeling ignored by some of your friends and am very sad to hear that you think camp was worse for you than better! I really wish that wasn't the case. If Steven is one of the crazy kids/friends you are talking about don't take it personal. He is really busy and caught up in camp right now. If it makes you feel any better he mentions to me everyday he needs to write, in fact yesterday he mentioned he didn't have your address but I told him I did and he felt better about that. You will get something soon....no worries my friend! Take care of yourself and find your smile...no one looks good with a frown!
Love ya!

Re: Excuse me

[ilvjaz_ro]

thanks...that makes me feel better :) no worries though...he's not the only one...lots of others from Portland too...

nope...no sunburn...couldn't handle it outside very well...its 95 degrees, so I was only out there for a little bit over an hour :)

Love ya! I called ya and left you a cute little message on your cell phone today, hope you get to hear it sometime soon :)

ME

Lean on me!

[anonymous]

Hey hunny I feel you! After I leave camp I get so depressed that I left that all I want to do is go back, and that's kinda a problem since I live in Idaho. I'll admit that I cryed when I got home! :,( I'm here for you though! I hope you got my emials cause they're pretty awesome! You're not the only one not getting emials from certain people so don't worry! What is it that you do? Cause it sounds like you work for an airline?! Anyway have fun at your rehersal! Keep your chin up bucko and send me some emails!

Love ya!
<3 kate

[buffalogal78]

I think you have what I have diagnosed as "re-entry" blues. I get it every time I come back to the "real world" after a week of camp. Camp for me is that place, where I can put aside all the real-world worries and stresses, and just be happy to be myself, and to be surrounded by people who love, support and accept me. It's always rough to come back to the yuckiness of the real-world. And I know that you left some good friends there at camp, and trust me, I know how rough that is too! For one thing, its just not fair that they get to stay there, while we have to come back to our sucky jobs! LOL But...look at it this way, June is now over (well in 2 hours and 9 minutes it is) - so just gotta get through July and August! :D

[ilvjaz_ro]

OK...I was thinking today....the summer is already 1/3 of the way over...I only have to wait 2 more months before I get to see people from camp! That makes me VERY happy! :)

Hope things are getting better for you. They really aren't for me, but its all good! I am just having trouble adjusting to the fact that I don't live in Portland anymore, and when Stevie, Kendra, and Brenna get home...I am going to go from seeing them on a fairly daily basis- to next to never. I just need to get over it....hmmmmm.....Someday....

Love ya!
Rachelle

[mrsbaggins]

I like what jennifer said about the "re-entry" blues, that's pretty much awesome. =) i understand sooooo totally about being sad! i wish i could just stay there for the whole summer with everybody else, because it's so hard and sad to leave at the end of the week. it'll get better though. i just totally hope we all stay in touch, because it would be even sadder to just lose each other!

Thanks!

[ilvjaz_ro]

Yeah...I am doing my best not to get depressed....

It was just REALLY hard. I went from seeing Steven (imparticular) Monday-Friday. We had sleepover atleast 2-5 times a week. But the hardest thing wasn't that He was going to be gone for 3 months...it was that when he got home, I was no longer going to be living there. He left for camp, and I moved back to Pasco, WA. So I get a little sad, when I know our friendship is going to be so long distance, and right now he is SO busy with adjustment to camp and his new "summer" life, that it feels like I am the only one making any effort to make it work :( But that is just me being a girl and getting upset for stupid reasons.!

Hope things are going for you! Love ya and miss ya!
Rachelle

[pingopenguin81]

Hey, Sorry you are sad. I just wanted to tell you that you look gorgeous in that picture you posted. Very pretty. Anyway I hope things get better for you!

[ilvjaz_ro]

Thank you!
Yeah things will get better, and then I will see a picture, or hear a song...it really sucks, but I am surviving :)

Hope things are going well...How is the Oregon Trail treating you? :)

Talk to later!
Rachelle