boo to this....

[ilvjaz_ro]

So I feel like I have become your friend of convenience. I feel like I am only needed when you need me, and never the opposite way. Its quite discouraging, and I think I am quite tired of it. A friendship is like any relationship you may encounter in your life. It takes just as much effort on my point, as it does on yours. Lately I feel like this "

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[buffalogal78]

Yeah, boo to that stuff. Been there myself! :P However, I'm a little concerned with the "music" you were listening to while writing that post. i DO hope that you weren't DRIVING on the freeway when you were closing your eyes and pretending it was the ocean! :) Have a happy Sunday!

Coopsie :)

[ilvjaz_ro]

yeah...I am just tired of it. This has been one of these friendships that I constantly battle with. And I have just decided to give up. I guess if I don't put forth any effort then it will just drift out to sea.

now about the "music". I live next door to the freeway, and I can hear cars driving on it...so that was my music of the moment :) No driving with eyes closed :) hehe

Thanks for dropping me a line :) love ya lots!
Ro

emotions suck

[kendra_sue]

Hey you...I don't know what is going on with you but it doesn't sound too happy. Unfortunately I am still at camp working away. Will be for a couple more days then off to Idaho. I have a trip to Corvallis to move home and then a small trip to Idaho. Perhaps I can talk to you soon though...email me if you need to vent about something. I am sorry you are so down. It sucks and I think we have all been there a time or too. love you bunches!

Re: emotions suck

[ilvjaz_ro]

KSue I heart you. You always care, and you let me know and I appreciate it. I will email you more details (so that specific person doesn't run across it on here). Wow...you are still at camp? who all stuck around? Stevie got out of there like nobodies business :) I think he was just done with it :). plus had to go hang with Devon at that wedding. He still hasn't called me though. I left him a message, cause I have some really important news to tell him, but he hasn't returned my call. I know that we will never have the same friendship again, but it sucks, and now I know how you have felt all year. By the way I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry if I stepped on any toes with you guys this year. It was NEVER my intent, and I do know that he sort of sucks at "friend things" (now that I am not there and around all the time). Which has sort of inspired my moment of downness....(not the biggest source however). Well love ya lots...call me when you get back on the road! thank god for the return of cell phone service :) hehe

LOVE,

I understand

[kuya_cole_ii]

Subject line says it all. You know what I mean.

-Cole II