Last year I was working full time at home depot and not going to school... living at home with no car.... and a idea in my head that I'd never find freedom... that I would never be happy and content with life. I was living without a purpose, without a cause. I watched as my two best friends were in college seemingly having the time of their lives ( Read more... )

I love live journal... I find it the best place for me to vent and rant... seeing as I don't really have anyone to talk to and express every feeling without feeling like a burden.... so its like... the perfect thing... I prefer to write down stuff anyways compared to speaking face to face... Its easier for me to express myself ( Read more... )

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?: No, not even a piece of jewlery, whats up with that ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went and put the deposit down for the house with my cousin and her finace. Today  I called utilities and set up an account for the 27th which is when we can start to move in. I'm really starting to get excited. For the first time in my life i finally feel like an adult... Not only that but I see freedom.  And on top of that i'm happy ( Read more... )

I want to:
get a nice deep tissue massage
get a peidcure/manicure
go out with friends and play pool or something fun/productive
go out on a boat and go fishing
sleep and entire day without worrying

I need to:
get more sleep each night
start exercising again
eat less fast food
hang out with friends more often
make my feelings more well known...
smile more and ( Read more... )

In an effort to stay awake in order to work at 6:30 in the morning.... I have decided to fill this out and post it to my Live Journal.

The Beginning:

1) Raised in: St. petersburg

2) Your real name: Elizabeth hagan

3) Birth date: December 13th

4) Any siblings: A sister

5) Oldest of them all:  I am

6) Hair color:  redish but im letting my blonde grow back ( Read more... )

I have been having bad headaches for awhile now... a constant pain in and around my sinus and temple areas. It comes at the most inopportune times and can last five minutes or five hours.  It hurts to open my eyes and it hurts to close my eyes whenver they come. I'm really scared that something is wrong, but for so long I just let it go. So I have ( Read more... )

I swear I dont know what the fuck is up with her. My sister is a fucking bitch...... I know that if you asked her she would say that I am one, but seriously... shes ridiculously bitchy.

She has a comment for everything. She makes sure that her opinion is known for everthing. She goes around calling me a yeast infected cunt ALL THE TIME ( Read more... )

Somedays when I come home from class or get off of work I'll sit and just think about what my life would be like if there were different variables in it ( Read more... )

LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE
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