last night i couldn't sleep i thought alot and i think i do need to change myself but for the better i wanna be happy and healthy...i know i can't be perfect but i wanna be comfortable with myself... if that means changing my appearance then so be it but i want my friends to stay by my side and help me threw my change so i don't change myself for ( Read more... )

don't mind my journal its all messed up jenna is going to help me fix it.....Yeah!!

....well i was thinking about this skirt i really want it is really cute its brown and has a cute bow on the side..well its from ross and i tried it on i thought it was fine and looked good...but jenna said it was to short and made me look like a hoch (if thats how u spell it) lol i think it means slut...well i don't tthink its that short... yes ( Read more... )

well jenna is helping me fix my journal.....my backround is going to be stu!! i love stu anyway she took a picture of me.. and it is going to be my icon thing...i met joe today he is a really cool person...jenna usually has really awesome friends that i met...i can't wait for school im gonna be alot more open to people and haha alot more me im not ( Read more... )

"Just like that, it was gone. Anything I'd ever felt for him. All the fear, all the respect and all my need to please. It was all gone. And it was gone so suddenly that for a moment I just stood there, wondering what had happened to me. It felt like someone had just turned off the swicth. I didn't fall out of love, not even out of lust. But ( Read more... )

hmmmm.. well today was fathers day yes happy fathers day to u fathers out there...anyway i had to work and it wasn't fun i had to scrub down the walk in cooler and clean out the fans also i had to do the laundry..well i got home and then i called up jenna and she told me her dog found some little newborn rabbits and her dog tassie watched over them ( Read more... )