on aug 14 something big was supposed to happen...

but it's turning into any other anniverisary.

home made gifts... dinner... then laying around watching tv.

it just got me depressed.

i guess i'm hoping he'll still do it.. even though i know the odds are quite against me. (sigh)

i do leave in 32 days... and i am very depressed. i feel like i'm letting everyone down by leaving. i have yet to have someone say they want me to go. You think my friends would be happy that i got into my DREAM college.. but nooooo! It's why are you leaving me? and no this is not directed at just one person it's at alot of my friends. i love you ( Read more... )

blake i'll have a picture of my hair by tuesday!

well my parents decided to leave for vacation early .. so we heading out tomorrow night. which is pretty cool. i'm excited to spend 4 days in a swimsuit.

well that's it.

-Jai

well i cut my hair off today.. i haven't seen it styled so who knows if i actually like it. i had to work all day which wasnt very much fun. we had a party of 73 first graders... what the hell!?! damn johnston kids. oh well i don't have to work Perkins for a whole week!!!!!!! YAY! but dammit i have to work walgreens wednesday and thursday still... ( Read more... )

i was all happy today because i got a new computer. it's really nice and such cause it's got the burners and flat screen and all that jazz ( Read more... )

you want to know what rocks...

:: girls with dark glasses
:: boys with blond hair.. and multi color eyes
:: mcdonalds sundaes
:: graduating
:: my boyfriend
:: having the coolest bunny rabbit to sleep with
:: my outfit today
:: being me

yeah... i love you.

if you dont know who, you is then well i'm sorry.

you = tom.

well...

my uber depressiveness has subsided because well some things have happend that make everything alot better.

hmmmm

( it's godly )

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