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[im_a_french]

today was a fun day.i got big alex to bring me to lil alex's house, cause he's super duper. and there, alex kate jon david jess and i all hung out. adam came for a little. hes mean to me so i ignored him.yeah so we hung
-listened to mcr
-sang phantom of the opera
-trampolined it up
-didn't watch phantom of the opera
-watched david die(not really, but he climbed to the top of the tree house tree and we all got scared)
-trampolined more
yeah then we went to the talent show which was awesome

juliet, jess, and doctor k were more than awesome. o man you had to be there

Ayano and Hisano gave the best performance i have seen in... ever

yeah so thats been my day. tomorrow i have a sons of portugal concert, then me and jackie are going to the empress then shes sleeping over herrrr, then we're seeing kingdom of heaven in the morning(cause we're cool like that), then heading over to the poetry slam and thats my weekend

i need to learn to use periods...........,...............there, learning done.

ok so on with my life. i dont feel very good right now. i used to think that everybody loved me and that they didn't care what i did and that they would be awesome with no mattter how weird i am, but i sorta feel ignored. it feels like middle school. i remember that if i wasn't with lauren i would be lonely. but she didn't treat me well. i guess i've never been too happy with my life.today my mom asked me(for about the twentieth time) why i was doing a painting. i told her that i just felt like it. and she told me that that was odd. its seems like i need a reason to paint. she was all bitchy about it too. i was like(i didn't tell her this but) why can't i just paint when i want to? what does it matter? and my parents ask me about it like its wrong to be painting. bah my parents suck