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THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: pot of fake dried purple and blue roses in an old italian clear glass vine bottle
When you sleep you wear: T-shirt and underwear or pj bottems
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: the mall, so i can have everything i want at my fingertips and place the rest of it on ebay
Something you don't have a lot of: Patience.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: my scrap books and my computer(i'm counting that as two, cause theres alot of stuff/bulk)
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: E, so i can cover up how depressed i can be at times
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: i remember making a baby cry when i was like 7 years old cause i didn't know what it was like to hear a baby cry, i kinda felt bad afterward, i didn't want to hurt the baby
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: i said what was on my mind and my friend took it the wrong way. it happen a lot with that friend, but i dont think i hurt people's feelings alot, or at least i hope i dont
One person you have killed in your thoughts: idk, i might have killed people i was really mad at at the moment, but right now i wouldn't want to kill anybody, maybe my nose, it itches sooo bad
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: relatable, easy to talk to, not hard to please
Who makes you laugh most often: julie, juliet, jon(hee he the three j's)
A friend who you can tell anything: alli
A friend you can go to for advice: alli
Two closest friends: alli and julie
The friend who uses most of your energy: idk
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: understandable, fun, creative
Your 3 worst qualities: depressed, low self esteem, full-of-self-ishness
Describe your Ideal self: the same person around eveybody, more open about my feelings towards others, more social, less lazy
You are embarassed when: i get home from a group event and look back on all the dumb things i did that i didn't want to do, like at juliets party
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: the cramps i got in seaworld, i could barely walk, ask lauren about it
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: when i lost my best friend
Moment you are most ashamed of: i'm ashamed of most of my moments
Your best physical feature: eyes
Who/What makes you happy: i'm not happy anymore, but i get kinda excited when people pay attention to me
Who/what makes you sad: when i'm left out, or forgotten. when people dont pay attention to me
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Sadness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: depression
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: being a hypocrite
When you are angry you need: someone to talk to me
When you are sentimental you need: Someone to cuddle with
When you are in love you need: attention from that person, the attention that i lack right now
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: dancing outside in the rain with my friends
One of your most tragic memories: idk
One of your angriest memories: being accused of doing something i didn't do
A memory that makes you happy: singing "lean on me" at juliet's party
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: be talkative and nice to be around and give me attention
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: be too cool for you
A personality trait you find appealing: being good at keeping a conversation
Your secret passion: gerard way
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: wouldn't be able to tell you
RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf if yes who?: w/e
Describe your perfect mate physically: the nerdy type. glasses, skinny, no acne, h/o lemme give you a visual reference
mikey way fools
Describe your perfect mate's personality: easy to talk to, good sense of humor, good at giving advice, good at keeping me company
You feel most attractive when: i'm wearing my favorite skirts
Favorite thing you like to see your perfect mate wear: corduroy
YOU
If you had more time alone you would: shoot myself
If you had more patience you would: Finish things I haven't finished 'cause of my lack of patience.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: the size of my tummy and butt
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: making outfits, reading all the books i've yet to read
If you could have one super power what would it be: able to be invisible or read minds
If you could start all over: i wouldn't be so strange in front of people, but still be very creative and different in my ideas, maybe work out more
Something important on your desk: pot of fake dried purple and blue roses in an old italian clear glass vine bottle
When you sleep you wear: T-shirt and underwear or pj bottems
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: the mall, so i can have everything i want at my fingertips and place the rest of it on ebay
Something you don't have a lot of: Patience.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: my scrap books and my computer(i'm counting that as two, cause theres alot of stuff/bulk)
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: E, so i can cover up how depressed i can be at times
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: i remember making a baby cry when i was like 7 years old cause i didn't know what it was like to hear a baby cry, i kinda felt bad afterward, i didn't want to hurt the baby
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: i said what was on my mind and my friend took it the wrong way. it happen a lot with that friend, but i dont think i hurt people's feelings alot, or at least i hope i dont
One person you have killed in your thoughts: idk, i might have killed people i was really mad at at the moment, but right now i wouldn't want to kill anybody, maybe my nose, it itches sooo bad
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: relatable, easy to talk to, not hard to please
Who makes you laugh most often: julie, juliet, jon(hee he the three j's)
A friend who you can tell anything: alli
A friend you can go to for advice: alli
Two closest friends: alli and julie
The friend who uses most of your energy: idk
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: understandable, fun, creative
Your 3 worst qualities: depressed, low self esteem, full-of-self-ishness
Describe your Ideal self: the same person around eveybody, more open about my feelings towards others, more social, less lazy
You are embarassed when: i get home from a group event and look back on all the dumb things i did that i didn't want to do, like at juliets party
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: the cramps i got in seaworld, i could barely walk, ask lauren about it
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: when i lost my best friend
Moment you are most ashamed of: i'm ashamed of most of my moments
Your best physical feature: eyes
Who/What makes you happy: i'm not happy anymore, but i get kinda excited when people pay attention to me
Who/what makes you sad: when i'm left out, or forgotten. when people dont pay attention to me
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Sadness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: depression
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: being a hypocrite
When you are angry you need: someone to talk to me
When you are sentimental you need: Someone to cuddle with
When you are in love you need: attention from that person, the attention that i lack right now
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: dancing outside in the rain with my friends
One of your most tragic memories: idk
One of your angriest memories: being accused of doing something i didn't do
A memory that makes you happy: singing "lean on me" at juliet's party
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: be talkative and nice to be around and give me attention
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: be too cool for you
A personality trait you find appealing: being good at keeping a conversation
Your secret passion: gerard way
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: wouldn't be able to tell you
RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf if yes who?: w/e
Describe your perfect mate physically: the nerdy type. glasses, skinny, no acne, h/o lemme give you a visual reference
mikey way fools
Describe your perfect mate's personality: easy to talk to, good sense of humor, good at giving advice, good at keeping me company
You feel most attractive when: i'm wearing my favorite skirts
Favorite thing you like to see your perfect mate wear: corduroy
YOU
If you had more time alone you would: shoot myself
If you had more patience you would: Finish things I haven't finished 'cause of my lack of patience.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: the size of my tummy and butt
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: making outfits, reading all the books i've yet to read
If you could have one super power what would it be: able to be invisible or read minds
If you could start all over: i wouldn't be so strange in front of people, but still be very creative and different in my ideas, maybe work out more