I just keep reminding myself...if he wanted another girl, he'd be with another girl. But he's not, he's with me and we both like it that way. Deep breath, I'm getting out of this mood.
Work sucked ace...my arms felt like broken.
Speaking of, I'm going to listen to some music, do some homework that sort of thing...peace

So finally after like, how long's it been, two or three weeks...I'm starting to pull out of this shit-tastic mood deal I've been in. Got some more time in with the mom, called the grandparents, had target-time with Linds and spent some much needed romantic alone time with my most wonderful man. All of which I needed a great deal. Especially the ( Read more... )

it's been an off couple of days...Hopefully the right people read this and take note of it (it's from Shar's ( Read more... )

DC SOON!!!!! WHOOOOOOO. I'm a bit worried about being homesick, but super excited to go. It'll be a nice trip and I'm sure it'll be fun ( Read more... )

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I'm not a huge fan of livejournal as of lately since I've seen the damage that can be done, but I really don't give a crap, so what the heck ( Read more... )

Man, I freaking don't feel like I can keep anything good. I know I'm tired and some of this is just venting anger and being upset...but for crying out loud. I have something good and then I do something to freakin ruin it or at least mess it up a little. I just want a huge break. I want to not have to worry about being somewhere on time ( Read more... )

What a weekend. I've been so busy with everything and while I love ball, it's a huge time committment right now that I don't want to deal with. I'd rather be home with my family or out with Jesse or having a girl day than anything else really. I love the game and the exercise but honestly, this not home until nine o'clock thing and having zero ( Read more... )

Took a tiny break from the homework. I need to write in my paper journal but I type faster than I write and just need to get a few things out. I am so relieved. I know that school is still stressfull but it's managable, I'm almost at the end of the quarter. Mary and Lindsey, this past week you've helped me through some big things, I'm really ( Read more... )

Well, I'm trying to stay sane and remember that I can do all this. Martin keeps texting me with Phillipians 4:13 "I can do everything through him who gives me strenght" and I'm trying to act like I can so that I start feeling like I can. I find my yoga habit to be really helping me. I'm not so confused with the Bible class anymore, I'm just ( Read more... )