disappearing in my feelings taking the time to kno my own meaning

[im_a_sexi_beast]

i think i have decided who i want to be i want to be a vampire so all of my so fucking "normal feelings" could be replaced by the ever constant need for blood the restless vision of pure un-reality and thoughts,visions and insights that could scare a person dead cold.bc who i am now does not help me one bit.i cant get help for how i feel and its

Comments

[mentalminds]

well i love urself so dont do anything i will regret ok. love ya

[bunnintheboxx]

Hey,
I'm not to positive on whats going on but if u need to talk , call me ! I'm all ears ! Luv ya Lots -Steve-O-!
P.S. Bleeding out the pain , i think we know that thinking is the best way to do it , Because in reality it burns a bit ! And your actions will show sooner or later , if u know what I mean. Even though they slightly do now . And what u gave me to get rid of , I now think u regret giving it to me sense u can only "think " And i wanted to thank u, 4 giving it to me because who knows what could have happened the night u wrote this entry in your live journal......... I luv ya johnny!, and Be careful. *-Steve-O*