He picks up that knife and he might as well stab me with it.

[im_a_xfake]

I got back.
All this shit just poured on me.

I dont know what this whole deal with Tim and Jenny is that someone told me.
But as soon as I start making up my mind..
It all sinks further from me.

I dont really feel like talking about convention.
All I know is I want to go back.
I dont want to be here.
<3

Comments

[glownthedark117]

I am gonna find out about JJ for ya... love ya sweety just break it'll be okay!

♥ Laura

[im_a_xfake]

Thanks. I really hope it'll be okay.
Right now Im not really feeling the 'okay' part.

[twotwentyfour]

Yeah. I would have responded to your IM instead of this lame livejournal comment but I exed out before I could say anything.
Yes, I left the comment in your livejournal. I was miffed because you were rude to Amanda when she complemented you on your makeup then posted some lame entry about how Andrea and "those other kinds of people" thought you were a freak. No one said that. And I suppose that's what I intended on saying instead of stooping to a middle school level and posting a dumb comment. This is my apology.
- Caitlin

[im_a_xfake]

I wasn't trying to be rude. All I was told was that Andrea had been talking to Niki and had told her that I looked like a freak. Amanda called my name and I got dirty looks from everyone else around her. What am I suppose to think when I get a whole bunch of people that hate me looking at me in ways I cannot even explain?
Im sorry to Amanda. I really didnt know what was the truth and what wasn't. I will be sure not to assume next time.
Sorry.
-Mel