i know i haven't updated in a while.

it's because i tried to run away.

from everything.

i'm just so cold...

i know some people don't like my entries

but thanks for reading them

my family makes me feel worse than any knife ever could

last night janet (she doesn't like her name, she's thinking of changing it to raven 'cause she dyed her hair black) made me go to a party and it was crap. i didn't know anyone but her and no one liked me anyway. no one ever likes me.

and instead of being happy like everyone else, i'm crying and bleeding.

i wish i could die

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it's time for a new journal. it's time for a new start. no more illegal or bad stuff, i don't need to go back...

there.