ookay lol its like 7:29..parker gets off at 7:30....im kinda scared....i dont think he'll call...i really want him to but something tells me he wont...gosh! im really nervous right now!!

WOW!!!! TODAY'S BEEN FLIPPIN AWESOME SO FAR!!!!! i went to the mall and went by hagen daz, but parker wasnt there,...i walked by a little later and he was though lol so i ended up talkin to him like the whole time i was there..he said he tried to call me but that he had the wrong number...what is it whith guys? i know i gave him the right number, ( Read more... )

yeah well im bout to go to the mall..lol...i like practically live there! yeah but i dunno how long im gonna be there cause i might go somewhere with lauren..dunno yet..someone called my cell a little bit ago and it said i had a missed call and that it was an unknown number but then it like wouldnt show me the number so that like really sucks! what ( Read more... )

hey yeah todays been one of those days lol...i woke up late and ate like a flippin PIG all day! thats okay though cause im back on my diet tomorrow...10 pounds and ill be skinny again! lol. anyway i went to the summit and then to the movies today. Tanner wanted me to hang out with him but to tell the truth i dont really ever want to hang out with ( Read more... )

im bored as crap again!! brittany came over for a little while..but she just left so yeah theres nothin to do now....im kinda hopin parker will call but i seriously doubt he will..lauren said shed try to get his number for me & she thinks i should call him..i dont know if i like him like that or not...i dont know if i should. i mean first of all ( Read more... )

yeah lol...i dont think parkers gonna call..its okay though. I dunno...im soo bored right now!!! im supposed to be cleaning my room, but i dont really feel like it so im trying to find other things to do!! i want to go somewhere but i dont have any way to do anything so it sucks...okay well im gonna go!

okay....well today was actually a good day believe it or not! i guess it was cause it was a friday lol.. well nothing really happened at school...parker read the poem i wrote and said he liked it...i cant believe he actually talks to me considering hes josh's best friend ya kno? anyways, me and britt went to the mall and to the movies tonight...we ( Read more... )

Im running through the dark ( Read more... )

okay here we go...another day in my living hell lol...cant get much worse...i think they should seriously totally do away with school....of course...when i stop to think about it....i dont really know that that would make my life much better...the world would find some way to torture me lol...do you ever think that some ppl were created as a joke? ( Read more... )

Okay, yea im like extremely bored!! we didnt have school today cause of the hurricane or whatever so i havent done shit all day except sleep and watch t.v. it really kinda sucks...but at least i didnt have to put up with josh today. You know, its not him im upset over...im so freakin pissed at myself for screwing up and seeing josh just reminds me ( Read more... )