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[im_facing_up]

hey LiveJournal Land. ahh. this shit is all about drama. I mean honestly, what do you guys care about my life...other than to spread gossip and be pissed about me about something i put in it? Ahh, who cares. So I shall begin. I no longer have a child. Why's this you ask? The mother, who will remain un-named (because I am not immature to the point

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[myhartofglass]

you are very mature mr. licks balls constantly....i think it's time for a new name.......i'll get back to you<3

[im_facing_up]

hey thanks! and oh yeah...a new name would be greatly appreciated...

[eonleg_iontummy]

I wishs that I could go see pepper!!!! but I have to work on wednessday :( I miss pepper I don't even get to listen to them any more. sorry to hear about your problumes with your baby hope things go better for you.

Renae

[im_facing_up]

I'm sorry you miss Pepper. I listen to their greatness every day. Thanks for your support by the way. You're the man.

[eonleg_iontummy]

thanks for rubbing it in my face.... I need to get a cd of theres or something Grrr.. you don't know how jelouse of you I am right now. well fuck it there is nothing I can do about it now. Peace

[themurphyway]

yea we are gonna represent at that show,its gonna be tight

[im_facing_up]

Fuck yeah. RBC be representing.

Zodiac crap

[james_bondage_x]

hey there buddy. i was just reading this relationship of birthdays book, the title of our friendship page is called "Being Cool". i thought it was most accurate. I miss you.

Re: Zodiac crap and more crap

[im_facing_up]

Yes sir, that appears to be accurate. That's intense right there. heh. Now you listen here...I miss you too. And I think we should take the steps to go about making some plans to take the iniative to kick it soon. lol. whoa, I am ridiculous. Nevertheless, we'd better hang soon. Keep in touch dude.

[autumn_2_ashes]

Ok so yes i don't have online anymore so it's been a while since i've read your livejournal, my sister said i should come on and read this. So the point is that i'm going to voice my thoughts and even give you a little advice because i'm good like that. Joshua darlin i DO NOT want you, i don't even want you in my life. I understand that you are Lucas's father but he has a dad one that has been there from the start one that loves him cares for him and would give up anything for him he doesn't need you in his life he has two great parents and is well takin care of and loved what more does he need? And hun you can sit online blaming all your problems on me but that isn't going to get you anywhere, admitting that it's your fault you can't see your son and that it's your drug problems that you can't see your son and fixing the problem will enable you to see Lucas but sitting around continueing to do drugs and bitching about me is just pointless. So grow up admit you have many problems and fix them for the sake of your son because untill

[im_facing_up]

Listen man, you are getting out of hand with this. I didn't mean to start shit at all, and you're taking it to that. But I am not gonna let it get to that. I am going to continue to tell things how they are without lieing about anything or overexaggerating. ...You say that Lucas has a father that has been there since the start. Well Ashley, you never gave me a chance to be that father. You LIED TO ME and told me that the child wasn't mine. It doesn't matter who's sake it was for; you lied to me about offspring that is mine. Maybe if you would have told me when you were pregnant that Lucas was mine, then I would've been given time to actually make a change. But no, you wait until a month after he is born to tell me, not giving me any time to turn my shit around. Just expecting me to take to all of this as if it was normal after being lied to and made sure that Lucas wasn't mine for ten months. And oh yeah, Ashley I am not blaming any of my problems on you. This is how it is, because you seem to have a misconstrued view of it all

[autumn_2_ashes]

Sorry Josh but your wasting your time, do you think i had a time to change before Lucas came into my life? No i didn't i took a test and there he was i didn't have a few months to stop drinking and smoking pot i didnt have a few months to get my life in order he was just there and at that second i had to change every thing about me, my life, and my decisions...why should you get time? Because your a guy? Because your Josh? Because you didn't have to carry him for 9 months? And you know it's funny because all of these things you have said about how you've changed i believe i've heard them all from you before yeah and what happened with the Josh? You show up at Jessicas on "e"? Yeah that's really changing. Anyway you can take me to court and you can fight all you want but the bottom line is that even if you visit with him for a couple hours a week you wont be his dad a dad is there all the time a dad loves his child a dad plays and is there when he has a bad dream and is there when he is sick...you will never be and eventually Lucas