so ive come to realize a lot.
and lifes drastic changes.

maybe today will b better
or at least some what =))

im still so aggravated

at people.

...it doesnt help my day by being in a mood like this...

geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezus

it's weird how for so long you cared about someone so much and were so emotionally connected and so involved with each others lives ( bestfriend, gf, or bf) and how when that friendship or relationship dies and years or year later you see that person or hear that person and you dont feel anything at all and can not recognize the person that you ( Read more... )

when it comes to my family, i wish i was seen as somebody
sometimes i feel like im not

if i could only be better, maybe then they would be proud.

but i am not sure ill ever get to that point

no matter how hard i try or how much i do

because im not one of them...

life is grand.

still odd

Sometimes I think back to what I had and what I want and I realize that they are not the same things sometimes.

i delted myspace so if you have one friend less, then its me.

im alive.