so the membership for the athletic club ( Read more... )

is it okay to miss someone this much?

so much that you feel sad knowing you will hardly ever see them

im getting a membership today for the clarksville athletic club.
my mom and i went there yesterday and got a tour of the place
i really like it
and im thinking that this is just one of the steps to becoming healthy.
i just need to take it step by step.
and everything will get better

i don't know why i let this happen

my eye is clearing up
thank the Lord

im missing days of school
it's bringing down my grades
im never going to get into college.

i want to write so much
about how i feel right now
but i can't

im in one of those moods where i wish the worst would happen to me.

i think i have pink eye

homecoming tonight
with...
BRAY <33333
im so excited
i love this boy more than i could ever love anyone
no joke
he is just amazing
and tonight is going to be so ..
i can't even think of the right words
or
i just can't put it to words
♥

one more day <3

bray bray bray bray bray <33333

im so excited

i love him so much

i went out to eat with my mom and grandma
to chilli's

i got so sick on the car ride hom
i mean like.
throwing up sick.

first i have a week of a fever
next im throwing up

only God knows what will happen next.

it's only 9:40 something and i already just want to go to sleep
and never wake up

i need bray..