I HATE BEING BORED!!

I am at work right now sitting at my desk being fucking bored I need more work to do I have already done everything I need to... BLAH!

Miami made me realize I have a lot of fucking demons in me that I need to sort out...

I am pretty fucked up in the head

Sometimes I wonder would my life be any differnt if I did not like pizza?

My dads heart has been acting up lately. 3 shocks in 3 days. I have been planning along with his doctor to send him to Boston to see a speacialist so that we can do what we need to do for these shocks to stop. I put my dad back on a diet and make him excrise. He asked me to come home for a few days. He told me he feels safe and taken care when I am ( Read more... )

( Hard at work )

I love my job! I feel like its one of the best choices I have made in long time. I mean I have so many opportunities waiting for me. The changes I have seen in me already are so refreshing. I mean I moved out of my dads house and moved im with my mom. She is never home so its kind of like living on my own. At my dads house, there is always someone ( Read more... )

Wow things have been fucking amazing lately. I got a job that I love working at the Marriott I mean I have only been working a few weeks and have already got moved up. I have my own little office and I am kick ass at this whole 9 to 5 thing. I mean I never thought I would have a jon like this ever. I honestly didnt think I was capable of it but I ( Read more... )

The sun starts to rise, I close my eyes and my mind screams loud ( Read more... )

So I have been feeling kind of disappointed in myself the past few months due to the fact that I have totally neglected my art. Painting is so therapeutic for me. I need to start making more time for it I mean I have only finished one painting since March. I started another back in April but I am not ready to finish it. I am waiting for the right ( Read more... )

My dog died and I am so fucking upset