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[im_no_her0ine]

i fucking hate myself. i don't get what's wrong with me lately. my mom just came in and rubbed my back for some fucking reason and was like well if you want to go in early..and i jumped in and was like i don't feel well i'm not going in. and she just like doesn't even care that i fucking feel like shit

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[anonymous]

dana baby,
how i wish i could come and sit with you and rub your back and cuddle. or just be there with you so you dont have to feel so lonely.
if i may analyze a little bit - you might be feeling shitty about yourself because you are lonely and you assume that its your fault. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT. your parents/sister/friends/community in general are not doing what you need them to do, and its not up to you to overcompensate for them. they need to learn how to be caretakers so you dont have to all the time. they need to learn to utilize their own therapy time so you dont miss out on yours. easier, said then done, right?
you're amazing at being so honest. you astound me.
i love you
xoxo
amalia

[anonymous]

Dana I love you so much. You don't need ana. ANyone who reads this im not sure if ppl can but w/e b/c i hav xanga so i dont know how this works. but w/e. You dont need ana. It is absolutely horrible. Take out everything that makes ou happy in your life. Thats what life will be lik eif you keep up with ana. You know my story hun and you know how much i hated life before renfrew. if you become that stick that seems so perfect your life will be totally down the drain. lik ewhat is more important, being the stick who cnat play field hockey and lacrosse and who has no energy left anymore and has bone problems that will last like forever or be a happy energetic person who looks absolutely beautiful because you know you always will. oh well im rambling. I love you and i wish i coul dchange the way you think about ourself but i cant. your not alone dana. you have a lot of ppl you just need to use them. Mwah. I think you know who this is...heres one for you...O