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im_no_her0ine

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Jan 18, 2005 20:40

and what the fuck does it matter? that fact that i'm falling apart right in front of you all and you don't a shit? what does it even fucking matter anymore? it means nothing to you that i'm trying my hardest to just throw away my life. the fact that he's back in my grandpa's house, the fact that my mother has to continuously put her life on the ( Read more... )

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lust_juxtaposed January 19 2005, 02:37:14 UTC

Oh my God babydoll, my heart is breaking as I read this. I'm searching for the right words to say, but I'm not sure there are any right words to say. All I can do is offer my support and comfort and love.

All of this is not your fault though. You can't blame yourself for the actions/reactions of all your family members. You can't control them. And I know it doesn't always feel like it, but it's true.

Rest up doll. This has been very emotional for you. When you have a clearer mind, talk to your mom and Mandy about everything. But in the here and now, stop blaming yourself sweetheart. What you need is to be gentle and loving, not berating and self deprecating.

I love you, and i'm here if you need anything.

xoxox
tay

lady_kaetherine January 19 2005, 03:05:10 UTC

Oh my gosh honey...I'm so so so sorry you had to go through that.

Keep breathing...this is not your fault. You're not responsible for how your family acts...keep going, Dana, it's tough but you're strong and you can pull through.

Call me if you need to...I'm praying for you so much.

still holding my hand out for u... anonymous January 19 2005, 03:16:00 UTC

Oh my gooodness. Dana I dont know how you are managing. the number one thing is...its not your fault...its not at all. You are no tto blame for your parents shit, and seriously take things one day at a time. I seriously dotn know what i would do if that all happened to me. I would break down. Stick with your sister because you guys both need each other sooo much right now. I cant believe your parents fought like that right in front of you, or do they not know its a huge trigger for you??? It is for me. I know we have had a bit of this conversation before, but remember we have something in common with one of our parents. I know my worst fear is if my parents arent there and it is a huge trigger for me too to know they are fighting. It is the most uncomfortable thing. I hate it. Another thing to remember...your health is really important. Your parents will figure ot the money stuff. Thats not your concern at all. I think about that all the time because i feel i wasted thier money because i am fucking around instead of really getting ( ... )

anonymous January 19 2005, 10:12:28 UTC

dana my love ( ... )