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----THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT----
Something important on your desk: A pen. I seriously can't live without them. Sad.
When you sleep you wear: Depends. Sometimes sleep pants and a sweater, sometimes nothing.
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: A new amp.
Something you don't have a lot of: Money
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: My guitars (that counts as one, right?) my cat, and my journal.
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Cocaine
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: I've never done anything with the intention of hurting anyone, but I've made conscious decisions in the past that have in turn hurt people.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: How about no?
One person you have killed in your thoughts: About 3 nights ago. It was one of those faceless people in your dreams. But it took forever to kill him.
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Likes to have fun no matter what, sense of humor, intelligence.
Who makes you laugh most often: Chris, really.
A friend who you can tell anything: Heh, Chris.
A friend you can go to for advice: Honestly, Erin.
The best piece of advice you had been given: "It's better to struggle and do what you love than to settle for comfortable mediocrity." - Mr. Uhrlass
Two closest friends: Chris and Chrissy
The friend who uses most of your energy: ::shrugs:: The band.
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: I'm intelligent, I love to laugh, and I can appreciate what most consider trivial details in life.
Your 3 worst qualities: I lose my temper too easily, I can be very judgemental, and I'm a total slob.
Describe your Ideal self: That could take forever.
You are embarrassed when: I feel over-exposed physically.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: My kidney infection. It felt like someone was just turning a knife over and over in my back.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: Losing 5 cats in the course of one year. I get attatched to pets.
Moment you are most ashamed of: I'd rather not say.
Your best physical feature: My hands or my eyes. One person has said my lips. But I don't see it.
Who/What makes you happy: I can't think of that much at once. Mainly music.
Who/what makes you sad: Oddly enough, music works here too.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Mistrust.
The emotion you tend to experience most: Happiness, really.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Uncertainty.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: At the moment, nothing, though I'm sure I should for something.
When you are angry you need: To drive. And scream.
When you are sentimental you need: Someone to share it with.
When you are in love you need: I don't think I'd truly know.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: The road trip halfway across the U.S. with my band.
One of your most tragic memories: Again, losing 5 cats in one year.
One of your angriest memories: 1.5 of the 2 years I was with Ant.
A memory that makes you laugh: "I don't have a horn!!!"
A memory that makes you happy: Austin, TX. Namely the first night.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: Just the way a man carries himself sometimes. Confident, but soft-spoken.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Try too hard to be smooth.
Two things appealing about people: Physically, eyes and hands.
A personality trait you find appealing: A love of laughter.
Your secret passion: That would be why it's a secret.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: The security, but sometimes that just doesn't measure up to freedom.
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? .......
What do you find sexy about them: He's confident and soft-spoken, but has the most incredible smile.
A place where you want to have sex: I'd love to do the swank hotel thing someday.
A strange place where you have had sex: On a big rock in the woods near the river.
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: He makes me feel sexy. That's tough to do.
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: Heh. Royksopp.
Favorite song to have sex to: "Sparks" - Royksopp.
Describe your mate physically: I'll just say he's got the sexiest back I've ever seen.
Describe your mate's personality: Quiet, laughs a lot, seems to love learning new things, appreciates random craziness.
You feel most attractive when: There's never a certain time. Sometimes, I just feel hot.
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear: Lounge pants and a t-shirt. Or boxer briefs.
What would you like your mate to do more of: ....? Not sure yet.
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: Write. A lot.
If you had more patience you would: Shave my legs every day. Hah.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: There's a lot I would change...
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: Sleeping.
If you could have one super power what would it be: Telepathy.
If you could start all over... I'm not sure I'd do anything differently. The way I've led my life has brought me to where I am now, and I'm fine with that.