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we put my jake down today. i've had him since i was 5 and i didn't even get to say goodbye. it hasn't hit me yet that hes gone but im sure i'll be bawling in a couple of days when i go home and hes not there.

ASR was pretty sick. loved it. i met mark appleyard walking down the street. fucked around most of the time. the convention itself was awesome.

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uuugh

that's all.

i can't stop thinking and it's starting to bother me because it's everything all at once. it's like, fuck school, fuck my life, fuck my job, fuck responsibilites, fuck what YOU told me, fuck everything right now. i seriously just want to sleep.

the vans demo was kinda gay... but geoff rowley gave me a hoodie in the vans bus, so it's all good. :)

hey guys im 18 now.


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this weekend was crazy. i drove out to victorville again and stayed at bryan's. i got $80 jacked from my wallet by some black kid. i called him out on it and he was trippin. i didnt end up getting it back. so please donate to the "nikki needs to fix her piece of shit car" fund, because im broke again.

lionel is comming into town tomorrow for a competition, later that evening i am driving him back to victorville, where maria and i will be staying the night at bryan's, hopefully not too much partying. its going to be more of a "just appreciate where you are" kind of trip. lionel said being out there will change me. if so, thats good. i need a ( Read more... )