I owe Kelsey for more than likely the best thing said to me yesterday when I was being dumb ( Read more... )

Compulsion, incompetence, and inadequacy will be the death of me.

One of my plugs came out in my sleep, this day can't get to much worse now.

Besides the X's on my hands that make me look sXe, that concert last night was amazing, i found that every band that played was really good, despite dance gavin dance being sick and love hate hero being a little tacky, and escape the fate being drunk as hell, and finding out i love bless the fall, amazing concert.

One of these days I'm gonna find a really good, happy, uplifting reason to post in here, but until I get a reason such as that its not gonna happen.

I'm dependent on relationships and it sucks.

And no Kelly i don't need a razor, thanks though.

I'm dealing with two terrible things right now

Anxiety over getting my hair cut Friday.

Unrelenting loneliness.

Fuck these two emotions, they shouldn't exist especially together.

Just a note to everyone that knows me; you don't fucking know what I'm thinking beyond what i tell you, stop assuming, stop thinking that you know what I'm up too, you don't and its pissing me off.

So she wakes up
in time to break down
She left a note up on the dresser
and she's right on time
You don't know anything
right or wrong
I said I know
and she said so
I want to panic
but I've had it
so I go
you don't owe anything to anyone

But don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't ( Read more... )

I realized that I'm the reason I'm always so upset, I do it to myself ( Read more... )

just a note to everyone, I think my bio professor is a pirate.