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im_notspecial

Nineteen - Written

Jul 05, 2011 13:27

My name is Jonathan ( Read more... )

born to fly upward, abandon all hope, justice of god!, job, preaching, o creatures foolish, wife and kid

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Re: private - written. im_notspecial July 5 2011, 21:44:10 UTC

Prayer is all you have here.

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Re: private - written. im_notspecial July 5 2011, 21:50:02 UTC

Yes. Who am I to go against God's plan for me. I appreciate the chance for true atonement, but I'm not arrogant enough to want my life back.

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[audio]; last edit, I promise! grahamcommawill July 6 2011, 00:51:55 UTC

These past couple of months haven't always been pleasant, Jonathan, and at times I wasn't sure we were making progress. But in the end, you surprised me. In a very good way, and I'm very glad you have... [slight pause as he tries for the correct phrasing] come to and end that you wanted.

I... will miss you. Maybe a warden shouldn't say that, but I don't care.

Enjoy Heaven. I hope its... all that you believe in.

[Added a moment later because, dammit, he just can't quit you, John]

Do you want company? Before you... go, I mean?

[audio]; <3 im_notspecial July 6 2011, 14:21:21 UTC

It will be.

And yes. If you wish.

[audio]; <3 <3 grahamcommawill July 7 2011, 01:40:20 UTC

I'll be down soon then. [Because... he likes ya too much to let ya die alone. :c ]

darknessb4me July 6 2011, 03:22:07 UTC

Good luck.

[He manages to make it sound ominous. Sincere, but... ominous.]

im_notspecial July 6 2011, 14:21:49 UTC

[Because only Arthas can.]

I don't need it.

Private- lost_undercover July 7 2011, 05:44:40 UTC

How did you do it, guy?

Private- im_notspecial July 7 2011, 12:14:28 UTC

I didn't do anything. At least it didn't seem that way. Redemption isn't about...feeling better. It's about feeling terrible.

Private- lost_undercover July 8 2011, 04:41:55 UTC

What if you already feel terrible most of the time?

Private- im_notspecial July 8 2011, 11:58:19 UTC

Then you're closer than you think.

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failedcreator July 7 2011, 06:05:37 UTC

Sir? You do not sound well.

im_notspecial July 7 2011, 12:19:52 UTC

Redemption is not what I thought it would be.

failedcreator July 8 2011, 12:05:10 UTC

What do you mean by this?

Private im_notspecial July 8 2011, 13:45:04 UTC

I might be redeemed by these standards, but I still don't know where I stand in the eyes of God.

We will see.

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