sad....confused....and just down right depressed

[im_on_ur_mind]

what do i do wrong? i really don't understand. why do i try so hard and why do i put myself out there. i always do that. why don't i just learn to say fuck you, i guess i just don't have the balls. i ALWAYS GET MYSELF HURT. what the fuck is my problem. iam conatsnaly let down over and over. why can't something just go right for a change! gosh what

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[sweetautumneyes]

there is NEVER an easy way out...and if there were, would you really take it?? because taking the easy way out doesnt say much about the person...and i think you are the type who wouldnt stand for taking the 'easy road'.

[give_me_passion]

juliann, i'm so sorry that you had a bad night and that all of that shit happened. i would have come and gotten you or something, but when you called me the 2nd time, i was already drinking and i couldn't come and get you...i wish you didn't have to work tonight because then you could have come to CMU with me. i love you girl, and i would be reallllly sad if you moved away. i need you here. we need to hang out. asap. bc i love you lotz and lotz and lotz. i'm HERE FOR YOU if you need ANYTHING i've told you that a gazillion times before, and i still mean it. you have been there for me when i needed someone most, and thats what i'm here for too..."Thats what friends are for!! ♥" lol.

i love ya girl.

[blushbeauty225]

Juliann, I have the same problem as you - I always get my hopes up and end up getting hurt. I thought I'd found a way to not let that happen, but I guess I haven't.

You can't move away!!!! You've lived in the same house ever since I've known you - and that's a long time! lol. Think everything over, pray about it, then decide what you want to do. I'd be sad if you moved away :(