Surrounded by familiar faces without names
None of them know me or want to share my pain
And they only wish to bask in my light, then fade
away
To win my love, to them a game
To watch me live my life in pain
When all is done and the glitter fades, fades
away
They'll get their's eventually
And I hope I'm thereI drank your poison cuz you told me its ( Read more... )

i'm so moody and sensitive and depressed and angry all the time for stupid ass shit. i'm lonely all the fucken time, and everytime i want to do something, it either never happens, or takes forever to get accomplished. drives me insane ( Read more... )

i'm up far too fucken early.

off to new berlin.

so i have a new addiction. its called tanning. and its really bad. i can barely move and my skin is like red patent leather but i'm going again today. why? cuz i have the goggle lines. and those must go.

i woke up really exhausted, hurting, and feeling like overall shit this morning.

uhm.

i have no life.

the birds are chirping. and it's not annoying me. should i take this as a good omen? or should i remind myself that i haven't heard from any one of my "friends" for weeks, let alone hung out with any of them ( Read more... )

had a dream about you. i've been thinking about you a lot lately to tell the truth. sign into livejournal for the first time in a few days and you speak of missing someone. i don't know if it's directed towards me or not, so i leave a non-personal comment.
.i'm so done with fighting with everyone. all i've ever really wanted was to get along with ( Read more... )

you give up?!

wait a second, i think i just collapsed a lung laughing at that statement.

i woke up ten minutes ago. for the past two days waking up before 3 and staying up is getting harder and harder. whether i take my anemia pills or not ( Read more... )

If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory scarred.
If it's a bad case, then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway car.

You don't care about us
You don't care about us
You don't care about us
You don't care about usIf it's a bad case, you're on the rampage ( Read more... )

so i went to the doctors. fucker didnt give me a sonogram like i thought he would. my aunt told me i have to make special appointments seperate from check ups for sonograms... didnt know that. so i have to call up and do that ish cuz i wanna find out what i'm carrying so i can buy it stuff and decorate and stop calling it "it". i keep forgetting to ( Read more... )