so the thing that really bothers me is when people who arent really my friends, but think they are just cuz i'm nosey and like to read other journals than my own, try to lecture me. they haven't talked to me in months, the last time i talked to them, i'm pretty sure i bitched them out and meant it with every fucken ounce of my being. but that's ( Read more... )

so madre finally kicked out miguel... so me and ronface are on putt putt van alert.. every loud car i hear i think is him and i'm all paranoid and shit. but with reason. the asshole shot himself in the leg god knows what he'll do to us... i want to come home. i don't like it here. i really gotta talk to my mom see what i can do about that.. i gotta ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that "Jet Black New Year" by Thursday is my favorite song ever.EVER.

Don't even take a breath ( Read more... )

best _____ of the year ( Read more... )

and this child makes me really sick. who wants to drive down here and make me some food?

i keep making excuses as to why i continue to care. and i honestly don't know why i continue to care. i try my hardest not to, and i start not to for a while, but curiosity gets the best of me and then i see stupid things that shouldnt bother me but do. and then everyone gets angry face and tempermental and hypocritical. britt wrote something in ( Read more... )

Ever been in love?
Thought so, but she's a slut.

Awesome. Merry Christmas

im in a very odd mood. i think its the no doubt and msi i listened to while i was in the shower... but yea it's a good odd mood and i don't know what to do with myself.. i have another uti.. its cute and fun and all that exciting stuff urinating 24/7 can be. i want to be cool and clever and do the 10 sentence thing but im not in the right mood for ( Read more... )

i had this dream last night. i was at a bar/diner place and me maddy ron and someone else i can't remember were sitting in one of the booths that surrounded a bar.. kayla comes in and sits at the bar right next to our booth. i was complaining about needing a cigarette. kayla walks up to the table, counts out some money, goes up to one of the ( Read more... )

so yea. everyone knows. everyone's surprisingly supportive... he was a big baby about telling his family but he did it and it's all good. everyone's congradulating us and it's awesome. it doesn't feel wrong like it did last time. this time i'm in love and keeping it. it's the creation of love and trust, not an accident that needs to be "dealt with ( Read more... )