fuck that.
i thought i was going to be doing something fun today...guess not.
[my name is]: Rachel
[in the morning i am]: dead
[love is]: bullshit.
[i dream about]: i dont know.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile
[last person u slow danced with]: garrett
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: sean william scott...haha
[easiest to talk to]: stefani
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: wha?
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: andy
[hugged]: garrett
[you instant messaged]: parker
[you laughed with]: my brother
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: i guess. but it would fucking suck
[what's your favorite food?]: uh...chinese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: raspberries? is that a fruit?
[what's your favorite song?]: too many
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: depends..
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: im fucked
[i want]: that one guy...
[i have]: stefani <3
[i wish]: i could be with him.
[i hate]: stuck up bitches.
[i miss]: junior high
[i fear]: something happening to my family
[i hear]: coheed and cambria
[i search]: for something good in the world...
[i love]: stefani, tristan, ashley, mommy, daddy, all my 5 brothers and sisters, and MANY more.
[i ache]: in my brain
[i care]: about being myself
[i always]: try to be nice.
[i dance]: not so much
[i cry]: oh fuck...way too much
[i do not always]: tell the truth
[i write]: lyrics
[i confuse]: myself and everyone else
[i can usually be found]: at the comp, or in bed, or at stefani's
[i need]: someone to make me feel better...
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: haha...maybe
[if so, when and with who]: at a party with some friends...long time ago.
[favorite place to be kissed?]: the lips..or...nvm..
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: naw
[wuss]: no way.
[druggie]: hmm...no comment
[gang member]: wtf mutha fucka? wat r u smokin biatch?!
[daydreamer]: could be.
[alcoholic]: haha...nope
[freak]: ...maybe.
[brat]: fuck no
[sarcastic]: too much.
[goody-goody]: pssh no.
[angel]: of course, god sent me here to send a message to everyone and the message was "fuck you."
[devil]: yes, lucifer sent me here to send a message, "i love you."
[friend]: yes..stefani
[shy]: no way.
[talkative]: god yes.
[adventurous]: definitely
[intelligent]: haha. are you kidding?
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: stefani, of course.
[wish you saw more often]: ashley
[wish you could meet]: andy, heather, jeff, others...
[most sarcastic]: me
[wish you knew better]: kelly
[knows you best]: stefani
[best outlook on life]: no one
[most paranoid]: uhh
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: funny..i guess
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: depressed
[most annoying thing you do]: act like a bitch
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: wow. theres too many
[describe your personality in one word]: fUckEd
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: boobs
[person you regret sleeping with]: nada
[height]: 5'3
[a smell that makes you smile]: axe.
[a city you'd like to visit]: barcelona
[a drink you order most often]: root beer
[a delicious dessert]: any kind of ice cream
[a book you highly recommend]: i have lived a thousand years
[the music you prefer while alone]: dashboard confessional
[your favorite band]: dontknow
[a film you could watch over and over]: the lord of the rings trilogy
[a TV show you watch regularly]: the O.C.
[you live in a(n)]: house
[your transportation]: mom or dad
[your cologne or perfume]: abercrombie 8, or bath and body works Sweet Pea
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: my cat.