Trust...

[im_so_confused]

It's unnatural for me to care so much about a person. How do you know when you've crossed the line from being a good friend to being completely insane? I can't sleep. I need to sort some stuff out. I need to talk to this person now. I'm almost sick to my stomach. This isn't something I do. I don't care for anyone (sounds selfish, but being

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[soup_rules]

so who is this lucky star?

[im_so_confused]

I'm not going into details... but it's a friend. I don't allow myself to get close to people EVER. Then comes along someone and they change that. Know what I mean?

[soup_rules]

Yes I do actually. I'm happy for you. I wish you weren't afraid. Cause I'm sure this person is going to bring happiness into your life if you let them! :)

[im_so_confused]

I've been wronged by many people. So, I shut myself off from them. I felt like I couldn't be there to help this person (I know I didn't need to... I just thought I did) I'm just a nut-case.

[angels_dilemma]

I am sure this friend is very sorry, if they know they put you tru so much for one night!! I know I would be....Caring about people is not such a bad thing.....

[im_so_confused]

Sometimes it is. I can name a few examples.

[angels_dilemma]

You are right!
But you really can't go on in life not caring for anyone,
you can become bitter, lonely and cold.
and I know you are not any of those....
You dont have to care about everyone,
just may be a few special worthy people....
If you find any, is best to keep them!
I know I will try!

[im_so_confused]

I know...

Dammit... you're always right.

That's okay though.