so i have soccer for two weeks starting on july 5th, and thats when im supposed to go up to idaho. and i just told jaret and he hung up on me. GRrrrrr
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I'm just going to say how ironic I find this entry..
It is sad what girls will do to their friends for guys. I know first-hand. I let it go, but people can only ask SO MUCH of you. I finally realized, "Why am I the one apologizing? I don't desverve to be treated like this. Real friends aren't fucking like that."
well, sometimes you can trust your friends, but when they hurt you in ways like aubrie did you realize they aren't your friends. otherwise, people are amazing and always there to help you out. and i feel that that post was directed towards alyssa and in no way is she a bad friend towards you or anyone else. she let it go. and i think you should too because it isn't necessary to cause drama. its hard on her, and i can tell its hard on you. but you are a young teenager, have fun and dont let boys break your heart, it isn't worth it. <3
I seem to take the adversary's point of view. I seem to be able to understand or relate to the person who hurts the other person (in this case, I can actually understand Aubrie and Kyle...but I do understand Noelle's point of view a lot). It's obvious why one person is hurt, but why did that person hurt them? Because they were suffering too. I don't think people hurt others out of enjoyment, so I can understand them because I inadvertently hurt people, and I claim "victim" too. Since everyone is so headstrong they think that they are correct in their vices, although, we do things not knowing that it hurts others. I try not to hurt people, but, I have and I have never wanted to, so all I can do is apologize, and all you can do is accept it. Right now I feel like I'm pleading victim. And I am. But I also think I've been right this entire time. I know some of my timing was off and my words weren't perfect and those mistakes have come with wretched consequences. I never asked for your apology, and I didn't treat you wrongly, although
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It just so happens people do this to me a lot. I brought it up on here because I understand what she's going through and it sucks. (isn't this what you do on livejournals? Relate?)
I'm sorry you took it so personally. I got over that ages ago though.
In fact.. there never WAS a time it bothered me or altered the way I looked at you. I didn't appreciate how everyone and their grandmothers stepped in when they had no business doing so though.. That's truly the only thing that ever bothered me. And that wasn't your fault. I know that.
I accepted it the moment you told me, if you remember correctly, because I understood your point of view. You even said yourself that you would have hated you if you were me. But I don't, and I mean that. I still feel like things are a little bit tense between us though.. Maybe it's just me.
All of this. Over a guy. Pathetic. :/ I'm ashamed of myself.
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Don't ever let them convince you otherwise.
I know exactly how you feel. People are self-centered and I really don't expect them to ever change.
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It is sad what girls will do to their friends for guys. I know first-hand. I let it go, but people can only ask SO MUCH of you. I finally realized, "Why am I the one apologizing? I don't desverve to be treated like this. Real friends aren't fucking like that."
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It just so happens people do this to me a lot. I brought it up on here because I understand what she's going through and it sucks. (isn't this what you do on livejournals? Relate?)
I'm sorry you took it so personally. I got over that ages ago though.
In fact.. there never WAS a time it bothered me or altered the way I looked at you. I didn't appreciate how everyone and their grandmothers stepped in when they had no business doing so though.. That's truly the only thing that ever bothered me. And that wasn't your fault. I know that.
I accepted it the moment you told me, if you remember correctly, because I understood your point of view. You even said yourself that you would have hated you if you were me. But I don't, and I mean that. I still feel like things are a little bit tense between us though.. Maybe it's just me.
All of this. Over a guy. Pathetic. :/ I'm ashamed of myself.
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