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I debated whether or not to post this as a whole new entry and decided for it,
because it's just that important.
So yea.
From now on, I'm limiting the people I trust.
Or at least I'm going to try.
If I just met you, you have to EARN my trust.
I'm not going to automatically believe everything you tell me.
Zach says that these lame arm-twitches can be caused by stress.
So I decided to make a list of things that are stressing me.
- Schoolwork
- My mother, of course
- That one "I Mean Business" parent of Janell on my basketball team.
- The whole situation with a certain boy[fatty]. He knows who he is. Haha hopefully.
- And the fact that I don't know exactly what's going on with that boy. I hate not knowing what's going on with everything that involves me. I hate being unsure.
- The proficiency I have to start for FCCLA.
- The thought that certain people can forget about me so easily. I hate when I find out that I didn't make as big of an impact on someone as I thought I did.
- The thought that certain people are glad to see me so miserable.
- The fact that my arm keeps twitching.
- The fact that I don't know what exactly I'm doing for Halloween.
- This whole food issue.
- I need my permit. I want to drive. That way I could be like, "Let me pick you up." to people and actually feel like I have friends.
- I don't know who to trust with certain things.
- I don't trust that people know what they're feeling. I feel like I am more aware of their motives for their "feelings" than they are, and that makes me extremely skeptical of everyone and what they tell me.
And basically, I'm just in a pretty bitchy mood all-around. Lack of sleep?
Who knows.
I'll be around to update again around midnight.