I have always, always loved you....
THE BASICS...
o01. name: Nicole
o02. d.o.b.: March 16
o03. location: bronxx
o04. religion: umm i dunno christian i guess? lol
o05. occupation: studentt at the most ANNOYING school ever
APPEARANCE...
o01. ... hair : redd/strawberry blondee
o02. eyes: hazel
o03. weight: too depressing to write
o04. height: i dunno 5'5"?
STYLE...
o01. clothing: i dunno nicolelike lol
o02. music: i dunno im being punkified now...morelike pop/hiphop not much music
o03. make-up: not much
o04. body art: nonee
RIGHT NOW...
o01. wearing: sweats and STUY sweater
o02. listening to: anger management on tv
o03. thinking of: you know who....
LAST THING YOU...
o01. bought: hmmm...gum?
o02. ate & drank: omlette and sodaa
o03. read: friends entries on livejournal
o04. watched on tv: anger management/lawandorder svu
EITHER / OR...
o01. club or houseparty: whichever makes my mind stop thinkingg
o02. tea or coffee: hot cocoa
o03. achiever or slacker: neither...
o04. beer or cider: nietherr...
o05. drinks or shots: whichever makes you drunk faster...shots...
o06. cats or dogs: cats
o07. single or taken: single...wow thats weird to write
o08. pen or pencil: pen
o09. gloves or mittens: gloves...
o10. food or candy: niether...
o11. cassette or cd: ed
o12. coke or pepsi: pepsi
o13. hard or mild alcohol: dunno difference lol
o14. matches or a lighter: dont care..
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
o01. kill: myself
o02. hear from: angelo
o03. get really wasted with: angelo...anyone
o04. look like: joey potter
o05. be like: joey potter
o06. avoid: everyone
o07. have sex with: see question 2 lol
LAST PERSON YOU...
o01. touched: luisa?
o02. talked to: my mom
o03. hugged: luisa?
o04. instant messaged: dunno it was last night i think
o05. kissed: angelo?
o06. who broke your heart: angelo
WHERE DO YOU...
o01. eat: i dunno it varies
o02. dance: dont dance ... bounce
o03. cry: lately everywhere
o04. wish you were: angelos..like last superbowl sunday
HAVE YOU EVER...
o01. dated one of your best friends?: my bf was my best friend
o02. loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: still doing that
o03. drank alcohol?:yea... bad times
o04. done drugs?: besides my paxil no
o05. broken the law?: yea...
o06. ran away from home?: not really no
o07. broken a bone?: nope
o08. cheated on a test?: nope
o09. skinny dipped?: nope
o10. played truth or dare?: yupp/
o11. flashed someone?: angelo?
o12. mooned someone?: nope
o13. kissed someone you didn't know?: umm sorta angelo the first time
o14. been on a talk show/game show?: nope
o15. been in a fight?: not really
o16. ridden in a fire truck?: nope
o17. been on a plane?: yea
o18. come close to dying?: i dunno i got hit by a car?
o19. cheated on your boy/girlfriend?: never would but dont have one nemore
o20. gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride?: oh yea
o21. eaten a worm/mud pie?: nope
o22. swam in the ocean?: yea
o23. had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up?: nope
o24. had sex?: not in my book lol
ARE YOU...
o01. a vegetarian?: i only eat chicken so sorta
o02. a good student?: i guess yea
o03. good at sports?: not really
o04. wakeboarding/snowboarding.. etc?: nope
o05. a good singer?: ha ha nope
o06. a deep sleeper?: deeper than possible
o07. a good dancer?: nope
o08. shy?: sorta i guess
o09. outgoing?: not really
o10. a good storyteller?: i dunno ask other ppl
so i did that stupid thing....i really need him...this is outta control...my body is aching to hold him...i need to hug him and for him ot tell me its ok and its better now..i cant live without him..i dont want to...if he doesnt come back to me i dunno whut im gunna do bc i dont even wanna live nemore...i just wanna be with him and for things to be ok...PLEASE GOD make it better..i would seriously do anything...ANYTHING to have him back......i cant take this anymore..i cant take anything...i just wanna die...im gunna go lay down or something try to make it al go away...laterr......
Pacey: Hey.
Joey: I'm looking for some serving spoons.
Pacey: They're in the bin at the end.
Joey: Well, how you doing? You ok?
Pacey: Yeah. Yeah, I really am ok.
Joey: What's going on in that head of yours?
Pacey: You're off the hook.
Joey: What?
Pacey: You're off the hook. I've never really put much faith in all that "if you love someone, set them free" crap, as evidenced by everything I've done in my life up to this very moment, but I am determined to be happy, Joey. Happy in this life. And I love you. I mean, I always-- I have always, always loved you. But our timing has just never been right. And the way I figure it, time is no man's friend. So I have to get right with that and be happy, now. Because this is it. I mean, this is all that we get. If there's one thing I've learned from losing Jen, that's what I've learned.
Joey: Pacey, I-
Pacey: Actually, um, hold on. I'm not done yet. Because I also want for you to be happy. It's really important for me that you be happy. So I want you to be with someone, whether it be Dawson or New York guy or some man that you haven't even met yet. But I want you to be with someone who can be a part of the life that you want for yourself. I want you to be with someone who makes you feel like I feel when I'm with you. So, I guess the point to this long run-on sentence that's been the last 10 years of our lives is just that the simple act of being in love with you is enough for me. So you're off the hook.
Joey: You know, for the record, I-- [Sniffles] I don't want to be let off the hook. Because everything in my life that I've done has led me here... right now, and the last thing I want, need, or deserve is to be let off somebody's hook.
Pacey: Please don't miss my point here 'cause-
Joey: And don't miss mine. Pacey... I love you. You know that. And it's very real. It's so real that it's kept me moving, mostly running from it, never ready for it. And I love Dawson. He's my soul mate. He's tied to my childhood, and it's a love that is pure and eternally innocent. I can't be let off the hook because I might just get the notion that it's ok to keep running.
Pacey: So then, what exactly are you saying here?
[Gales comes in and interrupts them]
Gale: Oh, Pacey, there you are. Um, we need plates.
[Pacey hands her some plates]
Gale: You are so sweet to open up your place like this. I love you both.
[Gale leaves them alone again]
Pacey: Ok, uh... I think you were maybe just about to say something really important.
Joey: Pacey... I realize...
[Bessie comes in this time and interrupts them.]
Bessie: Joey, give me a hand. Here, grab this tray. Here.
[Bessie hands Joey a tray of food.]
Bessie: How you doing, Pacey?
Pacey: I'm good, Bess. I'm good, thanks.