All wound up
On the edge
Terrified

Sleep disturbed
Restless mind
Petrified

Bouts of fear
Permeate
All I see

Heightening
Nervousness
Threatens me

I am Paralized
So afraid to die

Caught off guard
Warning signs
Never show

Tension strikes
Choking me
Worries grow

Why do I feel so numb
Is it something to do with where I come from
Should this be fight or flight
I don't ( Read more... )

I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE. I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM ALL PISSED OFF ABOUT NOTHING.

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Tomorrow Mark Waters is giving me Counter-Strike. We're going to pwn some noobs. It's going to be a blast. Then I'm gonna music spam the hell out of it, and play Happy Hardcore Techno. Everyone will be too busy becoming stupid to play. I win.

Yea, so I'm here at Mark Waters's house, playing counter strike and gunz. We pretty much 0wn at life. His cousin and well, everyone was/is drunk. The show was sweet. The underwater and with rescue breathing were awesome, and citysleeps sucked. The singer raped the reverb on his mic, to over power the fact that he can't sing. It was a good show ( Read more... )

So I got a haircut today. I like it. I got my picture taken after it for my licence, and it wasn't that bad. So I can drive now. I drove by myself and my mom didn't know. Whatever. I went to a show with Chelsea, it was ok. ASECONDTOOLATE played and they were awesome. The Weakend was supposed to play and they didn't, boo. I was kind of ( Read more... )

I GET MY LICENCE TOMORROW BECAUSE I'M CUTTING MY HAIR SHORTER FOR THE PICTURE.

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Ya I havent been on AIM in a while because I don't feel to TALKATIVE im not ANTISOCIAL. Whatever. So I get my licence on thursday, and I promised a few people we'd hang out. WE WILL. So I don't feel like updating anymore. Oh yea, I have 2 more cavities. Thank you braces. Well I'm out. Comment if you want to hang out, hate me, love me, or ( Read more... )

So I think all of my friends are going insane.

kbye.